It's Over Suicide Soon

[TheGoodGuy]

So under a week till my suicide it will be latest at the 27th since I will have my first bill on the 28th (car payment) and the rest will come at the 1st. I have no more money since I got kicked out of school for not attending, school started the 13. August and I haven´t attended which was my plan to be kicked out to make a point of no return so I will have to end it soon.

I have started getting drunk pretty often today is the 8th time in two weeks which is a lot to me since I usually only get drunk 1-3 times a year. I might doxx myself when I decide to end it but if I don´t and don´t come back it´s because I ended it, I am pretty sure I will doxx myself just to prove it´s not just LARP as suicidal.

 

[Deleted member 3291]

fuck how you plan to end it?

 

[TheGoodGuy]

fuck how you plan to end it?

https://tenor.com/view/suicide-bullet-gun-dead-death-gif-4833136
Sorry I can´t get the GIF to work but this pretty much.

will the fbi raid us if he ropes tho

I doubt it I live don´t live in the US so that is very unlikely.

 

[Anger]

Stream it or didn't happened

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Stream it or didn't happened

I can PM you my Facebook if that is proof enough? When the time comes of course.

 

[Spite]

to believe or not to believe

 

[Jockcel]

larp

 

[TheGoodGuy]

to believe or not to believe

Never believe post like these always assume LARP untill OP proves otherwise.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I think I may kill myself soon too

Feel free to PM if you want to talk more about it.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

BTW: I bought 20 rows of the Eurojackpot earlier so there is a "chance" I will win and have money to cope lol.

 

[StaroRavager]

Stream it or didn't happened

If I didn’t know any better I’d swear you have that message ready every time a sui thread pops up here

 

[TheGoodGuy]

If I didn’t know any better I’d swear you have that message ready every time a sui thread pops up here

Frankly I don´t blame him so many people post this hit just to get attention, and I have to realize that I do it too but I am going to do it <3

 

[StaroRavager]

Frankly I don´t blame him so many people post this hit just to get attention, and I have to realize that I do it too but I am going to do it <3

Well all I can say is that I hope you go out painlessly

 

[Indari]

damn dude. i couldn't commit to it like that

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Well all I can say is that I hope you go out painlessly

Me too, I am a bit afraid there will be pain even though it will be shot to the head.

 

[UBERCEL]

Never believe post like these always assume LARP untill OP proves otherwise.

I see, I shall wait for the proof.
I don't condone sui btw.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I see, I shall wait for the proof.
I don't condone sui btw.

Why? No one asked to be born to everyone ought to have the choice to die.

 

[UBERCEL]

Why? No one asked to be born to everyone ought to have the choice to die.

Yeah, but I believe in the path of moneymaxxing to reach the nirvana of LDAR.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Yeah, but I believe in the path of moneymaxxing to reach the nirvana of LDAR.

But I can never work due to my condition.

 

[UBERCEL]

But I can never work due to my condition.

What condition?

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I have a throat condition where I take 4-5 times as long to eat a meal as anyone else and has been operated in the throat 4 times but to no avail. I also have a ton of allergies that makes it even worse I am allergic to almost every food.

 

[Deleted member 265]

BTW: I bought 20 rows of the Eurojackpot earlier so there is a "chance" I will win and have money to cope lol.

its over for eurojackpotcels

 

[StaroRavager]

Me too, I am a bit afraid there will be pain even though it will be shot to the head.

If that’s your method then I’d suggest a shotgun. Double barrel preferably, I doubt you’ll feel a thing

 

[TheGoodGuy]

If that’s your method then I’d suggest a shotgun. Double barrel preferably, I doubt you’ll feel a thing

I would love that but I don´t have the money for one or the time because I have seen plenty of shotgun suicide pics to know that these people didn´t feel a thing so I wouldn´t even have to pay attention to pain since there would be no brain left to register the pain.

 

[Frankenstein's M.]

I can PM you my Facebook if that is proof enough? When the time comes of course.

Give me a pm too bro I'll be there commenting don't do it all the way

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Just use heroin

I tried that twice and didn´t get any euphoria it was the most boring drug I have ever tried.

Give me a pm too bro I'll be there commenting don't do it all the way

Then it´s a no, I don´t need ignorant "positive" people to tell me not to do it so I can suffer. That is something I don´t get about humans that you will rather have a person suffer as long as they are alive e.g. my problem or a person in a coma. It could also be police who had shot an active shooter and will do anything to "save" him so they can make him suffer by spending the rest of his life in prison it´s so sick that humans like the torture of other beings that they will go the that extend, I HATE torture of any living being but I have a very high sense of empathy so there is that..

 

[Deleted member 265]

I tried that twice and didn´t get any euphoria it was the most boring drug I have ever tried.

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[TheGoodGuy]

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The first time I fucked up, I tried to IV and when I aspirated and saw blood I tried and push it in and the needle slipped out of the vein so I accidentally skin popped which I later found out gives no euphoria but I got everything else I got tired, nodding, and relaxed a couple of weeks later I tried smoking it on the comedown since I had heroin #3 but this time I didn´t feel anything at all despite smoking a shit ton of it. Maybe I just get no euphoria from it everyones brains are different like people with ADHD using Ritalin to calm down while the rest of us would become very hyper on it (because brain chemistry) I also get no euphoria from cocaine ONLY anxiety.

 

[Deleted member 265]

The first time I fucked up, I tried to IV and when I aspirated and saw blood I tried and push it in and the needle slipped out of the vein so I accidentally skin popped which I later found out gives no euphoria but I got everything else I got tired, nodding, and relaxed a couple of weeks later I tried smoking it on the comedown since I had heroin #3 but this time I didn´t feel anything at all despite smoking a shit ton of it. Maybe I just get no euphoria from it everyones brains are different like people with ADHD using Ritalin to calm down while the rest of us would become very hyper on it (because brain chemistry) I also get no euphoria from cocaine ONLY anxiety.

damn thats interesting

 

[lastchancel]

buy a good amount of heroin and OD on it. Guaranteed painless death. Though, you will be covered in sick and sweat when someone finds you.

 

[Chadani]

Me too, I am a bit afraid there will be pain even though it will be shot to the head.

a KSG would solve that

 

[StaroRavager]

I would love that but I don´t have the money for one or the time because I have seen plenty of shotgun suicide pics to know that these people didn´t feel a thing so I wouldn´t even have to pay attention to pain since there would be no brain left to register the pain.

Sorry to hear that man, other than that all I can think of is jumping off a parking garage. Even so I hope you find a quick method to escape your suffering

 

[Frankenstein's M.]

I tried that twice and didn´t get any euphoria it was the most boring drug I have ever tried.

Then it´s a no, I don´t need ignorant "positive" people to tell me not to do it so I can suffer. That is something I don´t get about humans that you will rather have a person suffer as long as they are alive e.g. my problem or a person in a coma. It could also be police who had shot an active shooter and will do anything to "save" him so they can make him suffer by spending the rest of his life in prison it´s so sick that humans like the torture of other beings that they will go the that extend, I HATE torture of any living being but I have a very high sense of empathy so there is that..

Well then I'd be cheering you on in support bro, do it do it do it

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Well then I'd be cheering you on in support bro, do it do it do it

Good! Pro suicide! Life is just a lot of effort with an occasionally break of a good moment.

Sorry to hear that man, other than that all I can think of is jumping off a parking garage. Even so I hope you find a quick method to escape your suffering

I have at least I think so.

 

[khafail]

while I want to believe this is LARP...my intuition tells me that you're dead (pun not intended) serious. If you must go out then I hope you opt for the most painless method possible. My method of choice would easily have to be via Charcoal Burning and succumbing to the carbon monoxide while unconscious as I've heard it's akin to just simply passing out after feeling light-headed.

But seriously OP...hope you don't go though with it. Although I won't help at all you can PM me if you need someone to talk to about shit

 

[Gremlincel]

I'd hope not, man. You're one of the more standout posters around here.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I'd hope not, man. You're one of the more standout posters around here.

Thanks that means a lot I didn´t think people cared about my posts since they mostly get ignored.

 

[Brahcel]

Rip

 

[Gremlincel]

Thanks that means a lot I didn´t think people cared about my posts since they mostly get ignored.

Ever since your thread on your condition that makes it hard for you to eat, you've been one of the characters I've noticed more often on the forums..
Fuck man, I wish there were words I could give a suicidal person that would really help, words that I actually believed in.
Every time I see others talking about their eventual or imminent suicide, I'm hit with fear, more than anything, because deep down I truly know what awaits me, the lonely death by my own hands. How could I dare try and give others hope when I have none for myself? Its dishonest, and selfish to do so, no matter how much I want to.
I can't survive this reality. Everything that was dear to me, all the dreams I had as a child, the world as I imagined, it's all been torn down, destroyed, and pissed upon. God, how I miss the human concept of 'hope'.

 

[incels.REEEE]

Ever since your thread on your condition that makes it hard for you to eat, you've been one of the characters I've noticed more often on the forums..
Fuck man, I wish there were words I could give a suicidal person that would really help, words that I actually believed in.
Every time I see others talking about their eventual or imminent suicide, I'm hit with fear, more than anything, because deep down I truly know what awaits me, the lonely death by my own hands. How could I dare try and give others hope when I have none for myself? Its dishonest, and selfish to do so, no matter how much I want to.
I can't survive this reality. Everything that was dear to me, all the dreams I had as a child, the world as I imagined, it's all been torn down, destroyed, and pissed upon. God, how I miss the human concept of 'hope'.

How was it torn down and pissed upon? Tell us your story. I am feeling suicidal right now also.