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What about it triggered you?when she was describing her past it triggered me so hard in a few ways that I literally teared up out of some strange mix of rage, sadness, and exhaustion, lmao
im fucked boyos, fucking hell, its all fucked, its hopeless, fucklkkkkk
what the hell is going on
I don't know man. It's just so ridiculous. I can't really put it into words.What about it triggered you?
Agree with pretty much everything you just wrote. We're living in a complete shithole of a "society" The point about her having an ideal youth is very true, she had every opportunity to see the better things in life, and she actively chose the degeneracy, she chose to be a self-serving hedonistic blob, and she's suffered no consequences for it. I just saw the video has 3 million views, then I watched the video of her going on a date with a girl that's actually attractive. It's infuriating.I don't know man. It's just so ridiculous. I can't really put it into words.
I'm just so fucking unbelievably tired of these people. Of everyone. I don't want to share a world with people like this anymore. And not just those on the physically weirder side like her in the video, really, she is just a different flavor of the same shit that makes up 99% of humanity, on the inside they are all the same. I'm so sick of encountering literally, literally fucking n o - o n e who isn't like this, who isn't some braindead cookie cutter insect creature that has never actually thought about anything for more than a few seconds in their lives. Selfish, self-obsessed slime who can't for their lives truly look beyond themselves. I don't care if I sound pretentious, and I don't mean, stupid people, or anything like that. It's as if there is something fundamental in the way their brains function that has nothing to do with intellect.
Maybe it's just me, who knows. Maybe I'm just the defective weirdo, that's just as likely to be true, really. I don't care really, anymore. All I know is, I've always been like this, and everyone else has always been like that. God, I'd do anything to meet someone who I didn't find completely alienating and impossible to relate to on any level. I suppose that is just what comes with being physically unappealing, isolation.
It's everything. The world is disgusting, I'm disgusting, everyone else is disgusting. Every physical sensation I process is disgusting, everything I lay my eyes on, every action I take. It's all just one big never-ending nightmare that only gets worse. Walking down the streets of this town I was born into, as simple and regular as the act is, for me, nothing could be more suicide inducing. Everyone looks miserable, you can feel it in the air that everyone, deep down, absolutely loaths eachother, it isn't just me. It's all an awful, painful concrete grey, the air is thick, poluted smog that is dangerous to even breath! The most simple function of all, the basic sign of life, breath, we can't even do that anymore because the very AIR is POISONED by us, lmaooo, wtf.
I beg for some sort of meaning, some sort of call to honor, and a respectable, worthy way to conduct my life, but it never comes. Everything just points back to fucking filthy HEDONISM. Constant reminders that the world on a physical level is all that matters, physical pleasure is the be all end all of life, might and strength rules all. Its exhausting, it's hilarious I'm expected to function and survive in this hell society. No meaning. No satisfaction. No hope for the future. No companionship. Nothing to love, nothing to be loved by. No reason to live, beyond fear? Is that it? That is the grand outcome of my life, of our lives, to be ruled by fear, and feel nothing but pain? To be told to delude ourselves as best we can with media and drugs and dare not ask for more? JFL boyo
But, rambling aside, I think what really triggered me, what set me off properly, is when she talked about her relationships. She had the ideal youth, and then in the end decided to become a monster because "ain't no man own my body". The thought that, she may know love, and affection, and fulfillment, this awful, entitled, maniac?! SHE may know the GREATEST pleasure of existence, the most important thing of all, and here we rot, alone?! LMAO
It's times like that, when.. just, fuck it, you know? Fuck it! Why not just kill people. I want to kill people, then die. Just fucking kill everyone man! End it all! Nothing matters! Nothing matters! ahahahahahaha (won't btw FBI just expressing emotions lol)
This, she was a Stacy in the past and that's all that matters. Of course she would go for the option to make herself as repulsive as possible now after she already hedonismmaxxed. Once Stacies get older they don't know what the fuck to do when the cock carousel endsShe used to be a massive slut back when she was a stacy too, watch some of her story-telling videos about her whore past. She brags about having random guys finger her in the forrest and sucking off the whole football team.
Had the same mindset a few years back. Now I live just to troll and deceive people. There's no point in living, but stirring up things seems amusing and entertaining to me. That's the reason I lookmax for, as I believe I would have more influence over people's lives if I looked better.I don't know man. It's just so ridiculous. I can't really put it into words.
I'm just so fucking unbelievably tired of these people. Of everyone. I don't want to share a world with people like this anymore. And not just those on the physically weirder side like her in the video, really, she is just a different flavor of the same shit that makes up 99% of humanity, on the inside they are all the same. I'm so sick of encountering literally, literally fucking n o - o n e who isn't like this, who isn't some braindead cookie cutter insect creature that has never actually thought about anything for more than a few seconds in their lives. Selfish, self-obsessed slime who can't for their lives truly look beyond themselves. I don't care if I sound pretentious, and I don't mean, stupid people, or anything like that. It's as if there is something fundamental in the way their brains function that has nothing to do with intellect.
Maybe it's just me, who knows. Maybe I'm just the defective weirdo, that's just as likely to be true, really. I don't care really, anymore. All I know is, I've always been like this, and everyone else has always been like that. God, I'd do anything to meet someone who I didn't find completely alienating and impossible to relate to on any level. I suppose that is just what comes with being physically unappealing, isolation.
It's everything. The world is disgusting, I'm disgusting, everyone else is disgusting. Every physical sensation I process is disgusting, everything I lay my eyes on, every action I take. It's all just one big never-ending nightmare that only gets worse. Walking down the streets of this town I was born into, as simple and regular as the act is, for me, nothing could be more suicide inducing. Everyone looks miserable, you can feel it in the air that everyone, deep down, absolutely loaths eachother, it isn't just me. It's all an awful, painful concrete grey, the air is thick, poluted smog that is dangerous to even breath! The most simple function of all, the basic sign of life, breath, we can't even do that anymore because the very AIR is POISONED by us, lmaooo, wtf.
I beg for some sort of meaning, some sort of call to honor, and a respectable, worthy way to conduct my life, but it never comes. Everything just points back to fucking filthy HEDONISM. Constant reminders that the world on a physical level is all that matters, physical pleasure is the be all end all of life, might and strength rules all. Its exhausting, it's hilarious I'm expected to function and survive in this hell society. No meaning. No satisfaction. No hope for the future. No companionship. Nothing to love, nothing to be loved by. No reason to live, beyond fear? Is that it? That is the grand outcome of my life, of our lives, to be ruled by fear, and feel nothing but pain? To be told to delude ourselves as best we can with media and drugs and dare not ask for more? JFL boyo
But, rambling aside, I think what really triggered me, what set me off properly, is when she talked about her relationships. She had the ideal youth, and then in the end decided to become a monster because "ain't no man own my body". The thought that, she may know love, and affection, and fulfillment, this awful, entitled, maniac?! SHE may know the GREATEST pleasure of existence, the most important thing of all, and here we rot, alone?! LMAO
It's times like that, when.. just, fuck it, you know? Fuck it! Why not just kill people. I want to kill people, then die. Just fucking kill everyone man! End it all! Nothing matters! Nothing matters! ahahahahahaha (won't btw FBI just expressing emotions lol)
Life is a literal Killing Joke.I don't know man. It's just so ridiculous. I can't really put it into words.
I'm just so fucking unbelievably tired of these people. Of everyone. I don't want to share a world with people like this anymore. And not just those on the physically weirder side like her in the video, really, she is just a different flavor of the same shit that makes up 99% of humanity, on the inside they are all the same. I'm so sick of encountering literally, literally fucking n o - o n e who isn't like this, who isn't some braindead cookie cutter insect creature that has never actually thought about anything for more than a few seconds in their lives. Selfish, self-obsessed slime who can't for their lives truly look beyond themselves. I don't care if I sound pretentious, and I don't mean, stupid people, or anything like that. It's as if there is something fundamental in the way their brains function that has nothing to do with intellect.
Maybe it's just me, who knows. Maybe I'm just the defective weirdo, that's just as likely to be true, really. I don't care really, anymore. All I know is, I've always been like this, and everyone else has always been like that. God, I'd do anything to meet someone who I didn't find completely alienating and impossible to relate to on any level. I suppose that is just what comes with being physically unappealing, isolation.
It's everything. The world is disgusting, I'm disgusting, everyone else is disgusting. Every physical sensation I process is disgusting, everything I lay my eyes on, every action I take. It's all just one big never-ending nightmare that only gets worse. Walking down the streets of this town I was born into, as simple and regular as the act is, for me, nothing could be more suicide inducing. Everyone looks miserable, you can feel it in the air that everyone, deep down, absolutely loaths eachother, it isn't just me. It's all an awful, painful concrete grey, the air is thick, poluted smog that is dangerous to even breath! The most simple function of all, the basic sign of life, breath, we can't even do that anymore because the very AIR is POISONED by us, lmaooo, wtf.
I beg for some sort of meaning, some sort of call to honor, and a respectable, worthy way to conduct my life, but it never comes. Everything just points back to fucking filthy HEDONISM. Constant reminders that the world on a physical level is all that matters, physical pleasure is the be all end all of life, might and strength rules all. Its exhausting, it's hilarious I'm expected to function and survive in this hell society. No meaning. No satisfaction. No hope for the future. No companionship. Nothing to love, nothing to be loved by. No reason to live, beyond fear? Is that it? That is the grand outcome of my life, of our lives, to be ruled by fear, and feel nothing but pain? To be told to delude ourselves as best we can with media and drugs and dare not ask for more? JFL boyo
But, rambling aside, I think what really triggered me, what set me off properly, is when she talked about her relationships. She had the ideal youth, and then in the end decided to become a monster because "ain't no man own my body". The thought that, she may know love, and affection, and fulfillment, this awful, entitled, maniac?! SHE may know the GREATEST pleasure of existence, the most important thing of all, and here we rot, alone?! LMAO
It's times like that, when.. just, fuck it, you know? Fuck it! Why not just kill people. I want to kill people, then die. Just fucking kill everyone man! End it all! Nothing matters! Nothing matters! ahahahahahaha (won't btw FBI just expressing emotions lol)
Yeah, you can't talk about real shit with ppl now, you just get dumb looks. Like the concept of talking about something not mainstream is beyond comprehension for 'em. Bunch of clone drones.I don't know man. It's just so ridiculous. I can't really put it into words.
I'm just so fucking unbelievably tired of these people. Of everyone. I don't want to share a world with people like this anymore. And not just those on the physically weirder side like her in the video, really, she is just a different flavor of the same shit that makes up 99% of humanity, on the inside they are all the same. I'm so sick of encountering literally, literally fucking n o - o n e who isn't like this, who isn't some braindead cookie cutter insect creature that has never actually thought about anything for more than a few seconds in their lives. Selfish, self-obsessed slime who can't for their lives truly look beyond themselves. I don't care if I sound pretentious, and I don't mean, stupid people, or anything like that. It's as if there is something fundamental in the way their brains function that has nothing to do with intellect.
Maybe it's just me, who knows. Maybe I'm just the defective weirdo, that's just as likely to be true, really. I don't care really, anymore. All I know is, I've always been like this, and everyone else has always been like that. God, I'd do anything to meet someone who I didn't find completely alienating and impossible to relate to on any level. I suppose that is just what comes with being physically unappealing, isolation.
It's everything. The world is disgusting, I'm disgusting, everyone else is disgusting. Every physical sensation I process is disgusting, everything I lay my eyes on, every action I take. It's all just one big never-ending nightmare that only gets worse. Walking down the streets of this town I was born into, as simple and regular as the act is, for me, nothing could be more suicide inducing. Everyone looks miserable, you can feel it in the air that everyone, deep down, absolutely loaths eachother, it isn't just me. It's all an awful, painful concrete grey, the air is thick, poluted smog that is dangerous to even breath! The most simple function of all, the basic sign of life, breath, we can't even do that anymore because the very AIR is POISONED by us, lmaooo, wtf.
I beg for some sort of meaning, some sort of call to honor, and a respectable, worthy way to conduct my life, but it never comes. Everything just points back to fucking filthy HEDONISM. Constant reminders that the world on a physical level is all that matters, physical pleasure is the be all end all of life, might and strength rules all. Its exhausting, it's hilarious I'm expected to function and survive in this hell society. No meaning. No satisfaction. No hope for the future. No companionship. Nothing to love, nothing to be loved by. No reason to live, beyond fear? Is that it? That is the grand outcome of my life, of our lives, to be ruled by fear, and feel nothing but pain? To be told to delude ourselves as best we can with media and drugs and dare not ask for more? JFL boyo
But, rambling aside, I think what really triggered me, what set me off properly, is when she talked about her relationships. She had the ideal youth, and then in the end decided to become a monster because "ain't no man own my body". The thought that, she may know love, and affection, and fulfillment, this awful, entitled, maniac?! SHE may know the GREATEST pleasure of existence, the most important thing of all, and here we rot, alone?! LMAO
It's times like that, when.. just, fuck it, you know? Fuck it! Why not just kill people. I want to kill people, then die. Just fucking kill everyone man! End it all! Nothing matters! Nothing matters! ahahahahahaha (won't btw FBI just expressing emotions lol)