Whenever I play videogames, read books, listen to music, watch videos or doing whatever things a regular dude in the city does, I kinda feel weird doing those things. It feels like I'm not supposed to do it as a subhuman filipinocel. A voice in my head keeps telling me it's wrong over and over again and it usually makes me lose interest in whatever I'm doing.
I got told many times by my father that I should be living in the province and farming instead of studying and messing around in the city. And also getting ridiculed by normies everytime I showed them my unusual hobbies and interests for an ethnic guy like me. Those experiences are what made me want to avoid doing non-ethnic things.
Can any ethniccel here relate to this?
I got told many times by my father that I should be living in the province and farming instead of studying and messing around in the city. And also getting ridiculed by normies everytime I showed them my unusual hobbies and interests for an ethnic guy like me. Those experiences are what made me want to avoid doing non-ethnic things.
Can any ethniccel here relate to this?
