Deleted member 33827
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I can't stand my father these days he just won't leave me alone. I wanna be left alone but he always barges in my room and it makes me so angry one day I'll bash his fucking skull and then rope. I'm so tired and frustrated with his lowIq shit. Also starting to realize that NEETing with my dumb faggot parents is a bad idea. I should get a job and fuck off from their house. I'm starting to hate my parents. But unfortunately for me getting a job in this shithole piece of shit country as a NEET with no ambition and motivation is next to impossible. My future looks bleak and hopeless. I'm so frustrated, feels like roping especially thes past 2-3 days. Nothing seems to excite me anymore, writing these long ass threads feels like a chore. I'm starting to hate and resent everything even this forum and the users here. And I don't have anything to write don't read this thread anymore. I don't need a girlfriend I'm way too good for them I just need 1-2 close friends. I live next to a forest and I wish I had NEET friends to adventuremaxx in the forest. That would make my life complete. I would happily rot with like minded friends forever but I'm such an aspie I hate everyone, I wil always be a lonely nolife NEET failure. Weekends doesn't excite me anymore, j remember when I was a kid and we used to count days till Saturday and then play cricket and football with friends on Sunday mornings. Now it's all the same it's Friday night and most people my age are relaxing after a hard weekday and setting up fun plans with their friends meanwhile im here writing million words on this forum that no one will read and the responses will be generic"didn't read" bullshit. This is my life. Nothing. A barren wasteland. It could have been so much different. Where did it went wrong? Was it my fault? I could have made friends, went to a university, probably lost my virginity, consumed alcohol and weed with friends but No instead I choose this path of NEETdom, of self destruction. Why? Why did I do it? I never hated normies when I was in middle school but now I can't stand them. What went wrong? I'm 21, someone please tell me that I'm young and I can stil turn my life around. I need hope