Venting Stress Builds Character

[joergenson]

Ya know, sometimes, sometimes I feel so tired
I can't eat, I can't sleep, so tired
The pressure builds and builds, seems like there's no release
The things I see, go unnoticed by some, fill my eyes with horror
Anger, and guilt, and frustration, and depression
Makes waking up every day harder and harder
I work my fingers to the bone just to survive
I gotta get money, so I can have a home
So I can breathe, eat, and live in this society
I don't even like money
And I gotta work every day just to feed myself
God, it makes me sick
I just wanna curl up into a hole and die
This, this isn't worth it!
I need a raise, man!
I can't survive on this pay anymore!
I can't live on this!
I'm hungry, and I'm frustrated
And I can't eat, dammit!
God, I look for you to help, and I don't see no help
And I see no thoughts, no looks, no praise!
You don't care, you don't love me!
I only love myself
No one will love me like I love me
Life is swell, now I want to die
My body, it hurts me, time after time
I call it, "Torture, " you call it, "Life"
A slave to money and everything I despise
Like everyone in general
Fuck, eat, sleep, destroy
Just about the only thing you fucking enjoy, ah!
I am the disposable being who will fuck all life
I multiply and the air gets thinner and dirty
I take up space, I smell, I consume
But I produce nothing, I abuse
I have no reason to exist
The toilet's clogged in this world of shit
I breathe filth everyday
Living fucked up my brain
Why? Why did I wake up today?
My eyes are heavy
Why? Why must I see this face?
Your life is ugly
Why? Why must I buy these things?
I don't want them
Tension, tension
Frustration, alone
Tension, despair, tension
All these pressures on my life

 

[Celius]

 

[iblamemyself]

Stress only builds character if you overcome the stressor. If not, you’ll just get a nervous breakdown.