gentsupreme
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found a temporary job. starting to work super early in the morning.
hard, physical labor for at least 9 hours per day.
all of today I felt stressed, tense, horrified, anxious, depressed, powerless, terrified
hope I won't just collapse while in the job. I'm so not used to working.
I feel the same way ER felt while forced to work. I hate the fact that I need to do a job which is isn't fitting me at all. I'm a superior intellectual. I am not supposed to do this kind of physical manual labor.
on the other hand, I suffer also just by hiding in the basement LDARing.
wish me luck
hard, physical labor for at least 9 hours per day.
all of today I felt stressed, tense, horrified, anxious, depressed, powerless, terrified
hope I won't just collapse while in the job. I'm so not used to working.
I feel the same way ER felt while forced to work. I hate the fact that I need to do a job which is isn't fitting me at all. I'm a superior intellectual. I am not supposed to do this kind of physical manual labor.
on the other hand, I suffer also just by hiding in the basement LDARing.
wish me luck
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