While my classmates were out partying, getting laid, going to the mall, hanging out with friends, and doing much more fun group things. I got no calls or texts from friends. In fact, I tried to call up my friend but it turnt out he went full schizo and forgot who I was (he got expelled back in middle school for putting blood and shit on the bathroom stall doors). Anyways, back on the subject, my entire break was spent alone. I spent it jerking off, eating, shitting, and gaming. Too demotivated to exercise or read the Bible or do any work or anything. I couldn’t even really sleep because my room is basically musty as fuck or some shit or idk it’s just my sleep schedule is terrible wake up at 6 am or earlier go to sleep at 12 Am. My helicopter parents most definietly wouldn’t allow me outside so I never even asked them if I could go outside, because I already know the answer “what if you get shot by a cop” “what if you get kidnapped” blahblahblah. While my classmates are out enjoying their youth and teenage love Im essentially involuntarily forced to be inside the house.
