Deleted member 8353
Former Hikikomori, Aimless Pleasure Seeker
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Throughout my life I've been bullied and treated like shit due to being ugly along with physically and mentally weak. I'm probably one of the most non-confrontational and unassertive people I've even known, pretty much the antithesis of the convenient person envisioned when the word "incel" is mentioned, and it's done absolutely nothing but hurt me throughout my life. Imagine being called a potential rapist despite not even fantasizing about sexual dominance, much less rape. You genuinely can't make this shit up, it's so fucking ridiculous.
If women somehow weren't repulsed enough by my face, then my personality would seriously make up for it, just not in the manner claimed by bluepillers. My problem isn't that I'm "toxic" irl, or that it's somehow obvious I hate women. The issue with my demeanor stems from my shyness, passivity, and cowardice. I am a bottom of the barrel male by pretty much any standard. Of course I'm not even attractive enough for my behavior to make a difference anyway, at least in regards to my inceldom. But the notion that women are put off by abusers(in reality it's the other way around), or that they hold attractive men to any sort of moral standard is laughable to me. I've had copious amounts of evidence shoved in my face that women consistently choose bullies over their victims, they want nothing more than to be dominated by Chad, and then they wonder why they end up being abused themselves. Female sexuality is absolutely repulsive.
If women somehow weren't repulsed enough by my face, then my personality would seriously make up for it, just not in the manner claimed by bluepillers. My problem isn't that I'm "toxic" irl, or that it's somehow obvious I hate women. The issue with my demeanor stems from my shyness, passivity, and cowardice. I am a bottom of the barrel male by pretty much any standard. Of course I'm not even attractive enough for my behavior to make a difference anyway, at least in regards to my inceldom. But the notion that women are put off by abusers(in reality it's the other way around), or that they hold attractive men to any sort of moral standard is laughable to me. I've had copious amounts of evidence shoved in my face that women consistently choose bullies over their victims, they want nothing more than to be dominated by Chad, and then they wonder why they end up being abused themselves. Female sexuality is absolutely repulsive.
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