GameDevCel
S.T.A.L.K.E.R discord: gdc47
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- Joined
- Feb 20, 2019
- Posts
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this is the only place i have left,i have no GF, and very few friends, and i'm only more autistic when i'm drunk, my family is destroyed, both my parents hate each other, i have no contact with anyone aside my parents, barely now my sisters and cousins, all my friends ended up in diferent ways for one reason or another, fuck i was rejected by my last two crushes, i now it was impossible for me to fuck them, but i feel like i did something wrong, i feel if did something diferent i would have/had a GF, even told the only problems is my subpar face, for every good trait i have something ruin it, for my hooded eyes i have tear thougts, for my good chin i have vitiligus on it, for my thin nose, i like a bit of symmetry, fuck worse than my face and my lack of height i'm autistc as fuck, i'm afraids of being rejected nowdays or people not liking me, i din't used to be this shy, i was always austist, but i used to be like a comedian, people liked me, FUCK I WANTED TO BE ABLE TO LIVE LIFE AGAIN AND NOT COMMIT THE SAME MISTAKES FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT.