
Justanotherbloke
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Most of the time, I wish that I could finally have eternal sleep, eternal peace and not be bothered again..
But sometimes I'm like:
I secretly wish reincarnation was real (if we kept the male gender chromosome), and ended up as males in each reincarnation.
I fucked my life up, I'm a firm believer that I messed it all up.
I missed opportunities, procrastinated, I'm 5'8 barefoot and didn't win the genetic lottery ticket unfortunately.
For most men, you already lay the 'foundation' of the rest of your life from the period of mid teens to early 20's.
If you didn't manage to find a girl, have an unlucky dating life (non existent in my case), if you have no friends and no social circle, then good luck finding that in your late 20's to 30's.
The older you get, the harder it will be.
The train of opportunity has passed for me, and I'm in a stage of life where I accept that and hope (if reincarnation exists), that the universe or God will finally gift me a life of fullfiment in my next life, in every aspect of my life.
I wish I was a bit taller, so I could have played the sports I really like.
I wish that I was more universally attractive and appealing to women, so I could end up with a woman who truly loves me for who I am and craves me in a raw primal manner.
Maybe in my next life.........
But sometimes I'm like:
I secretly wish reincarnation was real (if we kept the male gender chromosome), and ended up as males in each reincarnation.
I fucked my life up, I'm a firm believer that I messed it all up.
I missed opportunities, procrastinated, I'm 5'8 barefoot and didn't win the genetic lottery ticket unfortunately.
For most men, you already lay the 'foundation' of the rest of your life from the period of mid teens to early 20's.
If you didn't manage to find a girl, have an unlucky dating life (non existent in my case), if you have no friends and no social circle, then good luck finding that in your late 20's to 30's.
The older you get, the harder it will be.
The train of opportunity has passed for me, and I'm in a stage of life where I accept that and hope (if reincarnation exists), that the universe or God will finally gift me a life of fullfiment in my next life, in every aspect of my life.
I wish I was a bit taller, so I could have played the sports I really like.
I wish that I was more universally attractive and appealing to women, so I could end up with a woman who truly loves me for who I am and craves me in a raw primal manner.
Maybe in my next life.........