Sometimes I feel like the reason I failed at love is because I'm out of touch with reality

[Limitcel]

not in the sense that I'm living in my room or in an illusion but that I'm not part of the collective processes that make reality
not invalidating appearance because it's important and maybe I'm a lot uglier than I imagine but I really feel like I'm not included in the collective in some way
im not a basement dweller, I really go out (maybe you think not from my posts but I'm always using the forum in public in quiet moments)
but somehow I didn't come into reality at some age

 

[Friezacel]

Sounds like autism

 

[SupremeAutist]

but I really feel like I'm not included in the collective in some way

Relatable

 

[InceldianWarrior]

Does it feels like there's a wall between you and others whereas they interact with each other freely, and even when you do talk to them it feels weird ?

 

[Limitcel]

Does it feels like there's a wall between you and others whereas they interact with each other freely, and even when you do talk to them it feels weird ?

kinda like i can interact it them its just that its doenst seems like they can really listen to me or that they care about me or remember me
im cant be part of the culture