''I felt as if girls only wanted to date the athletic jerks rather than nice kids like me. But really, it was me being entitled.''
What? Entitled to what exactly? This sentence does not make any sense at all. And if you think you are not entitled to have a female, then you should stop wasting your time with this topic and stop wirting about this topic. How about that? Who exactly is entitled to have a girlfriend and have sex? Are sex havers entitled to sex? Yes or no? If no one is entitled to sex, then why do people have sex in the first place?
But if you really think this is all nonsense, then you can prove me wrong by going outside with your current state and get a girlfriend. It should be easy, right? You do have a shiny personality now.
According to you, females are not interested in athletic guys, instead they are attracted to a nice personality, someone like you, who is whining on cucktears. This is much more attractive, right?
''I heard about things like hypergamy and believed it.''
Science is not a place where you believe in something like this. Hypergamy is a typical term when it comes to mating although the word itself is officially only associated with status: ''On education and socioeconomic status, women on average express greater hypergamic selectivity; they prefer mates who are superior to them in these traits...''
We all know for a fact, that females are also even more picky when it comes to physical attractiveness. So, what you need is not even more status but you need also to be handsome as well. If you do not ''believe'' me, how about you create an account on Tinder and try it for yourself instead of wasting your time on cucktears? Or are you afraid of something? It should work because you do have now a shiny personality, right?
''I no longer hold those ridiculous alt-right ideologies.''
Sure... Because leftist ideologies are so much better. Just be in denial of biological factors brah.
''It also doesn’t help when I think my neighbor who I befriended is a possible incel (didn’t know about this until later) and holds some questionable views (talks about women holding traditional roles, even said one time something about women being easily controlled and manipulated and that they are only good as mothers).''
Because females cannot be fathers and fathers cannot be mothers. This is basic biology.