SuicideFuel Some brutal moments

[vaz]

#1
I was about 12 years old. I used to be a good chatter online despite being extremely timid and reserved in real life. I met a girl in a multiplayer game. After 10 or so minutes, she gave me her @. I sent her my photo and got ghosted and unfriended soon. She looked the same age as me in her pictures and looksmatched imo. Here's the salt- I sent my best photo, new haircut and clothes at a fancy looking restaurant and a skin smoothening filter.


#2
I had just become a teenager the next time I chatted up a girl in a video game, and I refused to send my photo. Perhaps learning from prior mistakes, I asked for her discord instead of @. Discord was fairly new at the time, servers that now have 250k+(just checked) members had 20-30k back then. She downloaded it for me! For the short time we talked were some of the happiest moments of my life. As cringe as it may sound- she was my e-gf. It ended tragically,never met her IRL.

She brutally mogged me. I couldn't believe her the first time she sent me a photo. I was well beneath her and never dared to send my photo. I still remember all about her and could easily find her if I hired a Private Investigator but I know I've 0 chance with her. It is so depressing.

#3
Late teens. Being an experienced gamer at this point, I managed to make a lot of normie friends in game, some of them with female friends that played as well so it was easy to get their private account @. And they were hot. Ugh, there was this dancer chick with the thickest thighs I had seen. Unlike the previous girls, these ones actually lived in the same geographic location and not another country.

Did I chat them up? No. My self esteem was gone at this point. The human equivalent to a kicked puppy. I sounded like one. Fuck. I could at least jack off to her pictures and slutty dance videos, then her accounts went poof. Gone.

 

[Grodd]

she was my e-gf.

 

[shameless]

then her accounts went poof. Gone.

That's what you get for not archiving shit, chud. You WILL use archive ph. You WILL save a local copy of pages. You WILL use tools such as "Allow Right Click" and yt-dlp and video download helper and all that jazz to download videos online, and you WILL be happy, because despite what they say, the h*cking internet isn't forever, which is where archivers step in
Seriously though, archiving shit you have, having multiple copies of it (e.g. saved to different cloud storage services, different HDDs, etc.) is probably going to save you lots of stress in the long run, especially if you can automate it and be able to afford the storage costs, and ESPECIALLY if you manage to organize your archives as well, since a major shortcoming of current archives is that it's hard to find the exact thing you're looking for, or exact things, so e.g. if you want to simulate the experience a lurker might've had on some forum, you're usually shit out of luck since archival places are so hard to navigate in contrast to the real deal. If that was somehow rectified, maybe it'd somehow make up for the fact that the current niggernet is so shit

 

[SignedUpCuzItsOver]

These grays mane

 

[vaz]

That's what you get for not archiving shit, chud. You WILL use archive ph. You WILL save a local copy of pages. You WILL use tools such as "Allow Right Click" and yt-dlp and video download helper and all that jazz to download videos online, and you WILL be happy, because despite what they say, the h*cking internet isn't forever, which is where archivers step in
Seriously though, archiving shit you have, having multiple copies of it (e.g. saved to different cloud storage services, different HDDs, etc.) is probably going to save you lots of stress in the long run, especially if you can automate it and be able to afford the storage costs, and ESPECIALLY if you manage to organize your archives as well, since a major shortcoming of current archives is that it's hard to find the exact thing you're looking for, or exact things, so e.g. if you want to simulate the experience a lurker might've had on some forum, you're usually shit out of luck since archival places are so hard to navigate in contrast to the real deal. If that was somehow rectified, maybe it'd somehow make up for the fact that the current niggernet is so shit

I stay off real porn nowadays.
I keep a back-up of my hentai collection.

 

[chudjak]

#1
I was about 12 years old. I used to be a good chatter online despite being extremely timid and reserved in real life. I met a girl in a multiplayer game. After 10 or so minutes, she gave me her @. I sent her my photo and got ghosted and unfriended soon. She looked the same age as me in her pictures and looksmatched imo. Here's the salt- I sent my best photo, new haircut and clothes at a fancy looking restaurant and a skin smoothening filter.


#2
I had just become a teenager the next time I chatted up a girl in a video game, and I refused to send my photo. Perhaps learning from prior mistakes, I asked for her discord instead of @. Discord was fairly new at the time, servers that now have 250k+(just checked) members had 20-30k back then. She downloaded it for me! For the short time we talked were some of the happiest moments of my life. As cringe as it may sound- she was my e-gf. It ended tragically,never met her IRL.

She brutally mogged me. I couldn't believe her the first time she sent me a photo. I was well beneath her and never dared to send my photo. I still remember all about her and could easily find her if I hired a Private Investigator but I know I've 0 chance with her. It is so depressing.

#3
Late teens. Being an experienced gamer at this point, I managed to make a lot of normie friends in game, some of them with female friends that played as well so it was easy to get their private account @. And they were hot. Ugh, there was this dancer chick with the thickest thighs I had seen. Unlike the previous girls, these ones actually lived in the same geographic location and not another country.

Did I chat them up? No. My self esteem was gone at this point. The human equivalent to a kicked puppy. I sounded like one. Fuck. I could at least jack off to her pictures and slutty dance videos, then her accounts went poof. Gone.

They can all sense your personality through your photos but not your words bro

 

[Emba]

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