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First off a lot of the guys there were Chadlite. A few Chads as well but it was in New York City. Half of those guys were Chadlite no matter what skin color. Also most guys who talked to women had that stylish trendy hair now a days. You know short on the sides and then long on top where push it upwards. The Nick Bateman hair. Oh and they were all white (the ones with that hairstyle). All tall. All the guys who I saw getting women were easily in the 6 feet + range.
I didn't have a single girl show any interest in me. None at all. From the time I was there to the time I was left. At first I was really shy as I never go to these social outings anymore. I went alone by the way. After several drinks I started being back to my old self how I used to be. Extremely social and NT. I met up with some random guys and we all talked. Then it came with women. You cannot make this shit up how right we are. I tried talking to 11 women and all of them rejected. Every single one. Either they'd completely ignore me as if I wasn't there, they'd bring their friend in and say "I'm gay", which they clearly aren't, especially when that same girl was talking to a Chadlite later on, or they'd just say flat out "No".
Also I am a manlet. A lot of girls there were my height or taller than me. I wish I'd wear boots but I couldn't. I'm not tall at all. I'm 5'6. I really got no looks whatsoever.
Then came the bartender. A blonde haired tan girl who was no more than a 5/10 who had a good body. Seriously. She wasn't anymore than a 5/10. I'm being generous too. She false flirted with me. What I'm basically saying is when she saw me and you know asked me if I wanted anything she'd flirt heavenly with me. She'd ask me where I'd go, what school I went too, and every time she would talk to someone near me she'd look at my direction and smile. All the time. Her body language was positive. All that PUA bullshit I picked up on when I was younger. So I thought "Okay great. She likes me actually? Maybe I can get a single girl?"
So I remember asking her where the bathroom was and she was just smiling the entire time while we were talking. When I come back from the bathroom 20 minutes later she sees me saying "*giggles* so did you find the bathroom?" and I was just like "Yeah I somehow didn't get lost" and she kept smiling at me. A few guys who were talking to me said "I think she's digging you man". Lol. As if I don't learn my place. We all know what happens here to truecels.
She gives me a small bill because I ordered a drink from her. She put a heart around the receipt. So I really thought she liked me or found me somewhat attractive. Seriously. All of these bullshit signs that PUA says it came up. So the guys there were telling me "Dude...wtf? She drew a heart? Look man, you got to put your number down seriously"
I put my number down to hope for the best. 10 minutes later I see her again and now i'm just completely hammered. She's like "Hey". I'm like "Hey". We start talking, and then I ask her "Sooooo...did you get my number?" and she smiles and starts looking away embarrassingly "Yeahhh I did". Then she giggles and tells me "So why do you want my number?" I said "I think you're really cute. Maybe we should go on a date sometime". Now I don't know exactly in my head what she said because I was completely hammered but she rejected me and it just broke me.
She pretty much said that no I'm sorry it's not like that, but "I can give you my Instagram though". Lmao. I'm not making this up. I said "It's whatever" and we stopped talking then.
TLDR; You were all right brothers. I was right. Personality really means nothing. It doesn't mean anything if you don't have the looks to back it up. I haven't been out in so long I just tried being social, and it just falls flat on my face. I am honestly done with my life. I am 100% done with my life. I seriously want to kill myself. I really can't take this life anymore. There is no hope for some guys like me. There really isn't.
I didn't have a single girl show any interest in me. None at all. From the time I was there to the time I was left. At first I was really shy as I never go to these social outings anymore. I went alone by the way. After several drinks I started being back to my old self how I used to be. Extremely social and NT. I met up with some random guys and we all talked. Then it came with women. You cannot make this shit up how right we are. I tried talking to 11 women and all of them rejected. Every single one. Either they'd completely ignore me as if I wasn't there, they'd bring their friend in and say "I'm gay", which they clearly aren't, especially when that same girl was talking to a Chadlite later on, or they'd just say flat out "No".
Also I am a manlet. A lot of girls there were my height or taller than me. I wish I'd wear boots but I couldn't. I'm not tall at all. I'm 5'6. I really got no looks whatsoever.
Then came the bartender. A blonde haired tan girl who was no more than a 5/10 who had a good body. Seriously. She wasn't anymore than a 5/10. I'm being generous too. She false flirted with me. What I'm basically saying is when she saw me and you know asked me if I wanted anything she'd flirt heavenly with me. She'd ask me where I'd go, what school I went too, and every time she would talk to someone near me she'd look at my direction and smile. All the time. Her body language was positive. All that PUA bullshit I picked up on when I was younger. So I thought "Okay great. She likes me actually? Maybe I can get a single girl?"
So I remember asking her where the bathroom was and she was just smiling the entire time while we were talking. When I come back from the bathroom 20 minutes later she sees me saying "*giggles* so did you find the bathroom?" and I was just like "Yeah I somehow didn't get lost" and she kept smiling at me. A few guys who were talking to me said "I think she's digging you man". Lol. As if I don't learn my place. We all know what happens here to truecels.
She gives me a small bill because I ordered a drink from her. She put a heart around the receipt. So I really thought she liked me or found me somewhat attractive. Seriously. All of these bullshit signs that PUA says it came up. So the guys there were telling me "Dude...wtf? She drew a heart? Look man, you got to put your number down seriously"
I put my number down to hope for the best. 10 minutes later I see her again and now i'm just completely hammered. She's like "Hey". I'm like "Hey". We start talking, and then I ask her "Sooooo...did you get my number?" and she smiles and starts looking away embarrassingly "Yeahhh I did". Then she giggles and tells me "So why do you want my number?" I said "I think you're really cute. Maybe we should go on a date sometime". Now I don't know exactly in my head what she said because I was completely hammered but she rejected me and it just broke me.
She pretty much said that no I'm sorry it's not like that, but "I can give you my Instagram though". Lmao. I'm not making this up. I said "It's whatever" and we stopped talking then.
TLDR; You were all right brothers. I was right. Personality really means nothing. It doesn't mean anything if you don't have the looks to back it up. I haven't been out in so long I just tried being social, and it just falls flat on my face. I am honestly done with my life. I am 100% done with my life. I seriously want to kill myself. I really can't take this life anymore. There is no hope for some guys like me. There really isn't.
