Next to being ugly, i was blessed with being poor. My fucking parents decided to have me even tho they didnt have No plans about how they will make money and raise me. So i have always grown Up with less than others. I saved Up 500$ over the last 3 years skipping school lunches just to get money, just so my dad can tell me that i am not allowed to spend it, and that i should save it for darker times. All because he is a low iq lazy dog. I never chose to be born. Poor, mentally ill and ugly. I won at literally nothing. I cant find happiness. Lazy parents who only care for their own comfort, while my lonely ass is rotting getting bullied whenever i leave my house. I cant wait to betabux in this shithole country where even if i got a top tier job i would live like a lower middle class first world country family. No winning in this life. A normie life to me is luxury. A girlfriend, a normal amount of money, friends, good mental health. It's all i want. But i will never achieve any of it. If i was at least normie looking but im fucking ugly, if i was at least talented at something. I cant be happy even tho im trying. Everyone around me seems so happy, why couldnt i have been one of them.
family holds you back the most.
