Giracel
destroyed on the trail
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Trying to work on some assignment, watching something, posting on .is — or even gooning —
are all starting to feel like distractions. I know this is not true, I know I have given this thing inordinate emphasis, but it still feels that way. Because it seems if I am not filling my attention with something, my mind falls back to the idea that this person does not care about me.
I have been trying to drop the whole thing in the spirit of pragmatism, but I guess it is not yet working. Recently I ran into her as she was coming out of a building entrance and I was going in, and she pulled out her phone. Seconds later, I looked back through the door (which had glass panels) and saw her tying her shoe on a ledge. This shows she only took out the phone so as not to look at me.
I have been trying to drop the whole thing in the spirit of pragmatism, but I guess it is not yet working. Recently I ran into her as she was coming out of a building entrance and I was going in, and she pulled out her phone. Seconds later, I looked back through the door (which had glass panels) and saw her tying her shoe on a ledge. This shows she only took out the phone so as not to look at me.





