On the weekend I was sitting in the small sauna at the local pool. I sat alone on the high bench and 2 elderly men sat on the low bench in front of me. An Asian cutie in a 2 piece swimsuit came in and went up to the high bench, sitting just a foot away from me. Generally I can be quite "numb" to the presence of attractive females because I've learned long ago that nothing will ever happen with them, but with this girl having so much skin exposed and being so fucking close it was hard not to think about touching her. I HATE that frustrated longing feeling that never gets satisfied. I wanted to leave but was too afraid to move because with the 2 old fat guys in front of me blocking my way, I'd have to squeeze past the girl to get out. So I just sat there like a pathetic fool, trying to keep my head locked facing forward and hoping for her to go away.