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Last week, my internet modem went out. I wasn't even that upset. I'm not addicted to internet/constant wifi connection like every other fucking idiot and their fucking idiot brother nowadays. I was a tad frustrated cause there is stuff I like to read and check up on. So with that, came no porno. And for someone who watched porno as much as I did, I mean like daily with jacking it 3-5 times a day depending on horny I was, I felt fine. I didn't like suffer from withdrawals, I wasn't craving it, oh sure the feeling was nice, but I wasn't mad. I noticed with it, I was more patient, patience really wasn't a problem before, but I felt more patient, more energetic, stuff that bothered me or got me upset as much as before didn't, I felt more focused. I'm not lecturing anyone or preaching or doing holier than thou moral shit, I'm just saying that happened and that was the feeling/result.
And when I jacked it like after almost a week, I was a moody bitch. Not like severe, but like a little more easily upset. So, I have decided to try and do nofap again and see how long I can go.
And when I jacked it like after almost a week, I was a moody bitch. Not like severe, but like a little more easily upset. So, I have decided to try and do nofap again and see how long I can go.
