I watched Spartacus by Kubrick
I woke up, browsed this forum, played some vidya, shovelled the snow, then I jerked off.
rejected again
Welcome to the forum
Nothing crazy, just completed mandatory military service in my country a few days ago, slept till 12 o’clock, went to burger king, played some BF6 and bedrotted
Ooof, here's hoping you do not get enlisted.
Wouldn't want to die in a Jewish war now would we?
Their bloodlust knows no limit
Fuck those kikes, the moment war breaks out im deserting no way im gonna fight a war for a fat pedo kike
Same, I'd rather rot in prison again
Real
Yeah, I did 7 weeks in Bristol prison between the 2nd of September to the 22nd of October in 2024 for physically assaulting foids.
I was sentenced to 18 weeks, but the court told me that I would be released on licence if I did 7 weeks, and that license expired on the 5th of January 2025.
Paid the rent. One less worry for a month. Found out I have jury duty next week.
Ate some chinese at like 6am. Had a cigar at like 10am and then went to sleep. Woke up feeling shitty, at like 6pm. Been hitting my vape and browsed this forum for the past few hours. Could of been worse, could of been better
i woke up at 11 am, scrolled on .is, played vidya, and ate some pizza
Longest day of my life
Had to cut my dog's hair
Nigga what you mean you assaulted foids lmao tell me the story what was prison like
Inebriating myself to cope with loneliness and the craving of affection from my current oneitis. She'll never love me, no one will.
Move on from them.
shit
I will in a week or so, I think... but there's not much I can do for now. I have these periodical bouts of oneitis where I get obsessed with a girl but after a while, I forget about them. While it lasts, though, it's very painful, as pathetic as it is, I can't control it.
hunt for? bolt action?
It was ok, boring though.
The prison I was sent to is certainly not like how you see it in movies.
There were no violent tattooed gangs there or riots.
Most prisoners wanted to do their time and get out asap
i am fucking traumatised by some married pajeeta whore.
So, its new year, and on reddit some toilet posted about wanting to have a gangbang. I got horny just by the thought of it, a married pajeeta, with a kid, husband is a cuck and she is going to get fucked by 5 dudes in front of her husband. I signed up, she made a group of 12 guys on telegram, and is now going to select 5 guys from it. She wanted to see our faces, i gave her an AI generated image of mine, she hasn't said anything nor blocked me.
After jerking off 4 times to her imagining everything, i am utterly distraught by what i hear next. She sent a msg in the group, a voice note, saying "Hi boys.." in the sweetest manner possible. Next voice note, i can hear her kid crying, screaming, she shoved him or punched him, kids voice got muffled and she screamed on her husband "faggot take this piece of shit away...i am busy selecting dicks for my meeting" in a tone worse than devil himself, kind of tone that you never wanna hear. That broke something in me. I was immediately disgusted by this bitch, i understood clearly why i hate women.
That was her goddamn own kid, no child deserves to watch her mother whore around. I couldn't keep my tears from coming up. I cried to myself that night, cried alot. Prayed to god to forgive me, and prayed for that child and her husband. Overwhelmed with guilt, i deleted my entire goonfuel folder, which had like 25 GB of content. Today ill burn off those hard drives too. Women are truly most vile creatures on earth. All women are subhumans.
So, its new year, and on reddit some toilet posted about wanting to have a gangbang. I got horny just by the thought of it, a married pajeeta, with a kid, husband is a cuck and she is going to get fucked by 5 dudes in front of her husband. I signed up, she made a group of 12 guys on telegram, and is now going to select 5 guys from it. She wanted to see our faces, i gave her an AI generated image of mine, she hasn't said anything nor blocked me.
After jerking off 4 times to her imagining everything, i am utterly distraught by what i hear next. She sent a msg in the group, a voice note, saying "Hi boys.." in the sweetest manner possible. Next voice note, i can hear her kid crying, screaming, she shoved him or punched him, kids voice got muffled and she screamed on her husband "faggot take this piece of shit away...i am busy selecting dicks for my meeting" in a tone worse than devil himself, kind of tone that you never wanna hear. That broke something in me. I was immediately disgusted by this bitch, i understood clearly why i hate women.
That was her goddamn own kid, no child deserves to watch her mother whore around. I couldn't keep my tears from coming up. I cried to myself that night, cried alot. Prayed to god to forgive me, and prayed for that child and her husband. Overwhelmed with guilt, i deleted my entire goonfuel folder, which had like 25 GB of content. Today ill burn off those hard drives too. Women are truly most vile creatures on earth. All women are subhumans.
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You can control it fairly easy. Destroy phone and cut your internet line.
Your brain will rewire and you'll start doing productive things or cope with other things.
rotted like any other day. Though, today reminded me that I have to do this shit for another year. Also my parents won't stop heckling me to find a job.
Not trying to blue pill, but it was pretty good. It had rained yesterday and it cleared up and was a beautiful sunny and cloudy day. My dad and I had breakfast and I sat in my apartment and drank beer and watched a bunch of TV and movies.
I jerked off thrice and slept
I wageslaved in the cold. Fuck everything.
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