My mother buys skincare products for her for 100 - 150$, watches yt videos how to use them etc. but when I ask her for a surgery for ~150$ she says that its all bout "personality" and that autists rate faces differently. The worst thing is that she belives that as an autist ill eventually belive it so she keeps on lying and she should do it anyway by her cuz she just stopped smoking just as she found out shes pregnant so for a few days she smoked while being actually pregnant. And even if I was as autistic as she thinks, she still would be a bitch cuz beliving iam a chad could make me narcist and in a discussion someone eventually would say i was lied to the whole life making me cry.
