smoked marijuana for the first time. life changed.

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i took too far of a dose. disposed of everything and went on my way paraphanelia and posession free because i went to jail before and was scarred.

i smoked with my fellow incel friend, 4/10, overweight, his house smells like cat shit and piss.

i was absolutely out of it. it was a horrible experience. the fact that im kissless gfless virgin scared me. made me want to not exist. started browsing /s/ on 4chan and having a big erection for some reason. stopped after like 5 minutes.

every 5 minutes felt like 10 hours. it was pure insanity.


i began vomiting the gravy dipped italian beef with spicy peppers that i ate earlier. the amount i vomited.

it was an act of repentence to God, brothers. the violence and disgusting bile mix of spicy non-halal meat.

i physically felt the kufr in me exiting by force. the amount of lostness i had when i ripped it. it proceeded to go down with each minute. i wanted to be sober so badly.

and now i am. i am extremely thankful of my clear headedness and i will not be participating in this unislamic act of sin.

 

[jagged0]

C O P E! You'll be back on it.

 

[weservenomsg]

smoke less next time noob

 

[Ryo_Hazuki]

Whenever I smoked high THC weed (known as "the good shit") I got extremely paranoid. Certainly not a good experience.

I think people are hardwired to react to marijuana differently. From my perspective it's a massively overrated drug and it annoys me when I see people talk about it like it's some magical herb with infinite benefits and zero side effects.

 

[Harvey_Weinstein_Hero]

wow what a pussy

 

[NekoStance]

That was your body punishing you for being incel

only smoke when your with bitches, or going to meet them
otherwise it is COPE

 

[opsec]

Whenever I smoked high THC weed (known as "the good shit") I got extremely paranoid.  Certainly not a good experience.  

I think people are hardwired to react to marijuana differently.  From my perspective it's a massively overrated drug and it annoys me when I see people talk about it like it's some magical herb with infinite benefits and zero side effects.

I have schizophrenia so it was horrible. Heard sirens everywhere all the time. It's a miracle I'm still not incarcerated, as I have many FBI informants monitoring me. I don't know how I got away with it.

 

[avsky1]

that's cool that it was ultimately a good experience for you. My first time, I had a really bad panic attack and it gave me permanent desrealization. That was 5 years ago.

 

[opsec]

that's cool that it was ultimately a good experience for you. My first time, I had a really bad panic attack and it gave me permanent desrealization. That was 5 years ago.

What's that?

 

[Harvey_Weinstein_Hero]

that's cool that it was ultimately a good experience for you. My first time, I had a really bad panic attack and it gave me permanent desrealization. That was 5 years ago.

oh STFU that did not happen

 

[avsky1]

What's that?

basically it makes your perception of the world lose a lot of depth, and everything seems a lot more dull and pastel in color. Also I find it hard to feel excitement for things. But I've have had it for a while now and don't even notice it unless remnded. I was considering suicide everyday when it first happened though. Felt like I was thrown into a cartoon world

 

[CamelBlueFilters]

My first time with weed was absolutely horrible too. I vomited everywhere, my head was spinning, felt like I was about to die. Then some time later I was offered to smoke a good big joint on a school's field trip. My classmates wanted to see me high and told me that if I won't smoke with them I would be a pussy.

I was absolutely blown away then after a smoke. Felt so good and relaxed. Nothing was bothering me again. I even had trouble lifting a one litre bottle because my arms weren't working anymore.

Weed is really a hit or miss.

 

[Battlefield3cel]

Rookie detected

 

[QuantumDummy]

I smoked weed for a good 2 years and liked it a lot, for the most part. Unfortunately I had to quit a couple of months ago, because now it just makes me feel like I'm about to die and my mind starts thinking of all the shitty experiences I've had.

 

[opsec]

Rookie detected

I don't plan to do even more marijuana ever. It was a horrible experience. I don't classify myself as a user except I did it once. I hope it's not addictive. I already smoke two packs per day.

 

[Battlefield3cel]

I don't plan to do even more marijuana ever. It was a horrible experience. I don't classify myself as a user except I did it once. I hope it's not addictive. I already smoke two packs per day.

You first time smoking always sucks. By your third or fourth though...

 

[Indari]

mentalcel

 

[Sub8Hate]

SMOKE WEED EVERYDAY 

Whenever I smoked high THC weed (known as "the good shit") I got extremely paranoid.  Certainly not a good experience.  

I think people are hardwired to react to marijuana differently.  From my perspective it's a massively overrated drug and it annoys me when I see people talk about it like it's some magical herb with infinite benefits and zero side effects.

You need a pure indica strain, it shouldn't cause much if any paranoia.

 

[Vision]

I smoke weed almost daily. It’s my main cope.

 

[Deleted member 250]

Where do you even get Pot from, I need it to cope

 

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Where do you even get Pot from, I need it to cope

i dont know how he gets it. hes just a stonercel friend that i havent seen for two years.