IdealHyoidBone
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Not being able to see other non Chad's as visable options anymore.
Honestly don't know how to even Begin to cope anymore
https://www.reddit.com/r/RedPillWomen/comments/7jvu77/im_a_22yearold_alpha_widow_and_i_need_help/
Honestly don't know how to even Begin to cope anymore
https://www.reddit.com/r/RedPillWomen/comments/7jvu77/im_a_22yearold_alpha_widow_and_i_need_help/
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]I’ve been lurking on TRP for a while and I just now found out that this subreddit exists. I’m thrilled to say the least.[/font]
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]Basically, I’m an alpha widow and I feel like I’m ruined for life.[/font]
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]All of my life I was blessed to only be attracted to and date beta guys (low smv, very few options, were utterly devoted to me). Because my mother so deeply ingrained in me that alpha men were bad news, I tended to stay far away from them, rejecting their advances. I was super happy, never experienced heartbreak or unrequited love, didn’t know what real attraction or love felt like so I didn’t know what I was missing. Blissfully ignorant.[/font]
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]...Until that fateful night in undergrad where a 9.5/10 swept me off of my feet and within a week, got me in bed.[/font]
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]I basically became addicted to the dude. The sex was frequent and FIERY hot. Nothing I ever experienced before. He was carefree, confident, charming yet blunt, and dominant. On top of this, he had a cute protective side.[/font]
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]He had options. Lots of options. Too many options. Something no other guy I dated had. I was an insecure wreck. I knew he would never ever EVER be able to be fully mine. He would never be able to commit. Why would he? He could get any tail he wanted. Why would he stick to mine? I’m an attractive girl but there are TONS of attractive women. Men like him were rare and that was his power. I was always his “favorite”. Never his “only”. He cared as much as he could about me: which, wasn’t all that much (or at least not nearly as much as I was used to). I finally understood all those heartbroken songs.[/font]
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]Now, I can’t see myself ever going back to the girl I used to be. The girl who happily, wholeheartedly dated betas. I can’t even find myself even SLIGHTLY attracted to them anymore. The only guys I want now are guys on his “level” and I hate this. Guys on that level could never truly want me.[/font]
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]I feel like I have 3 options:[/font]
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]Please help a girl out.[/font]
- Force myself to be attracted to betas again and be truly wanted/get full commitment
- Date/sleep with the alphas I want but not get true commitment
- Somehow gain the magical ability to make alphas be truly committed to me.