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♠ Wizard ♥ NEET ♦ Belarus ♣
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- Joined
- Apr 19, 2019
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I am drunk. Vodka is the only remedy from pain right now. I am tired of 30 years of trying and coping. I feel like giving up.
There is no real ascension. You will never relive your life as normal human anyway. I will never know how it feel to be a teenager or young adult. Even interfering of some omnipotent entity to grant my wishes will be just a trick, lies.
There is no point in my hobbies since I am autistic subhuman. I can't find job. I've never had a normal job. All my jobs at banks and advertising were shitty.
Chance of getting a girlfriend is nonexistent. It doesn't matter how far I can get, females will never see me as desirable as chad.
Parents don't care about me.
I can't really care anymore and try to change my situation for good. I don't really want relationships anymore, I want pain to go away. Only rope will help me.
There is no real ascension. You will never relive your life as normal human anyway. I will never know how it feel to be a teenager or young adult. Even interfering of some omnipotent entity to grant my wishes will be just a trick, lies.
There is no point in my hobbies since I am autistic subhuman. I can't find job. I've never had a normal job. All my jobs at banks and advertising were shitty.
Chance of getting a girlfriend is nonexistent. It doesn't matter how far I can get, females will never see me as desirable as chad.
Parents don't care about me.
I can't really care anymore and try to change my situation for good. I don't really want relationships anymore, I want pain to go away. Only rope will help me.