Just sick of it all, fuck. I can’t even sleep anywhere near enough because my body wakes me up halfway through and I can’t always fall back asleep. My body and mind are fucked from this sleep deprivation and my mother has zero empathy about it.
Like this shit is so brutal, destroys all my quality of life, and is literally gonna make me die way faster from wear and tear on my body. Nobody cares when it happens to a non Chad man. If it was happening to a woman (which it never would because their lives are so easy), she’d get smothered with love and compassion.
Irl people like my mother just insult me further and tell me it’s not a big deal. It is a fucking big deal and most people would kill themselves if this happened so often to them, even if they weren’t incels.
And to add insult to injury, I lost 10 pounds of weight uncontrollably in the past 2 weeks because of the stress on my body and mind plus not being able to eat as much because lack of sleep kills your appetite.
Just can’t take this life, wish doctors would give me hardcore sleeping pills like Xanax. I’ve tried so much to get better sleep and nothing works. Don’t even bother offering advice here, I’ve tried it all already to no avail. Just needed to vent.
Fuck doctors for making it so hard to get real sleeping pills. I need shit like Xanax asap and it’s impossible to get
Like this shit is so brutal, destroys all my quality of life, and is literally gonna make me die way faster from wear and tear on my body. Nobody cares when it happens to a non Chad man. If it was happening to a woman (which it never would because their lives are so easy), she’d get smothered with love and compassion.
Irl people like my mother just insult me further and tell me it’s not a big deal. It is a fucking big deal and most people would kill themselves if this happened so often to them, even if they weren’t incels.
And to add insult to injury, I lost 10 pounds of weight uncontrollably in the past 2 weeks because of the stress on my body and mind plus not being able to eat as much because lack of sleep kills your appetite.
Just can’t take this life, wish doctors would give me hardcore sleeping pills like Xanax. I’ve tried so much to get better sleep and nothing works. Don’t even bother offering advice here, I’ve tried it all already to no avail. Just needed to vent.
Fuck doctors for making it so hard to get real sleeping pills. I need shit like Xanax asap and it’s impossible to get
