There were girls who said hi to me. I was so fucking insecure and apathetic just because of glasses and some acne. I always get screwed over or screw myself over
Let me tell you a story about girls that say "hi" to non-NT males in high-school:
A guy I thought was a friend gave me the number of a crush I had in highschool. We started talking and the conversation flowed well and as I was still bluepilled I had hope it was going to lead somewhere. When she asked to meet me in town I was overjoyed. I went to the meeting spot and stood...
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Has a foid ever pretended to like you for fun?
When I was 12-13 there was this girl in another class, same year.
She was girlfriend to my cousin, but I didn't know that.
Her and some guys asked me in several occasions in front of several different circles of witnesses if I'd hit on her, if I'd give her a chance, if I'd date her, and other obvious questions that showed my interest in her, to which I replied "yes", obviously, as she was a young non-repulsive female. Of course she didn't have any intention of ever touching me but I was too autistic to know.
What happened next is that these guys, and her, spread through the entire school the rumor that I was, in fact, hitting on her. And since I'd said several times in front of several people that I would date her, kiss her, etc. then these guys amplified the rumor.
Unbeknownst to me, she was the girlfriend to an older, emotionally unstable cousin of mine.
My cousin, confronted with the rumors that I was (supposedly) hitting on his girlfriend, wanted to beat me up in front of school. Thankfully his plan was discovered by another cousin of mine (who is the cousin that was nicest to me, and later roped), and he was convinced to let it all slide, after all I was just the autistic cousin, and I barely knew this girl which I was obviously not hitting on.
The bitch had orchestrated this entire thing just to try and get the autistic dude (me) brutalized and humiliated by his own cousin in front of the whole school.
This goes to show you how much hatred the average autistic guy gets from the average foid in the average school for the crime of daring to exist.
This is also why I NEVER feel any negative emotion when I hear a school was shot up.
Schools are such toxic environments, that I feel sad when they continue operating as usual.