I’m fully disabled, physically and mentally/psychologically (I have PTSD), and also cognitively. Don’t have family, no friends, no way of meeting new people. Pretty ugly. At least I’m somewhat tall (6’0’’) and white but nothing else going for me. No skills or job, so no financial/wealth attractiveness. No medical treatments helping. I’m literally dying of loneliness…it physically hurts, and this is how I’ve been for past two years straight. i’ve been acutely suicidal for about 720 days…can’t take it anymore. Don’t know what to do…feel free to write anything…existence has cornered me and dealt me a horrific hand.
