doktordoom
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- May 8, 2018
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I've just realize what a joke my life has become.(right now I'm %100 lucid i'm having no hallucinations or illusions of grandeur) Holy shit man. I've spent my whole life literally trolling others to grief.(I've seriously ruined lives and relationships. maybe a death or two. I'm not even bragging in hindsight I'm disgusted.) I've pushed my whole family away that even my grandma moved out the house she and her husband bought. I never thought I'd end up like this way.
I'm either gonna voluntarily go live at this group home for schizos, bi-polars, etc and LDAR.
Or
I'm going to try to open up my heart and ascend.
to be frank i have no one else to talk. i will seriously consider any and all advice. i don't know where to start. i've never held a job for more then a month. i'm a paranoid schizophrenic (tbh it could be better controlled but i refuse a certain medication because it kills my boners and i love morning wood).
what's a good job for a schizophrenic? i'm %100 serious. i need to escape inceldom one way or another. or should i just give up and go to the group home to LDAR?
I'm either gonna voluntarily go live at this group home for schizos, bi-polars, etc and LDAR.
Or
I'm going to try to open up my heart and ascend.
to be frank i have no one else to talk. i will seriously consider any and all advice. i don't know where to start. i've never held a job for more then a month. i'm a paranoid schizophrenic (tbh it could be better controlled but i refuse a certain medication because it kills my boners and i love morning wood).
what's a good job for a schizophrenic? i'm %100 serious. i need to escape inceldom one way or another. or should i just give up and go to the group home to LDAR?