Should i go back to ssri's for a third time

[Malkavian]

First time i took them i don't think they did much of anything besides make my cock weaker. Second time i think they helped a bit with my undiagnosed mental illnesses but also made my ED worse. Now once again i feel like i might need them to not kms as the desire to end it is growing but i still fear side effects like ED and others like dizziness, electrical zaps, general weirdness of ssri brain and body. Obviously i can't get sex anyway but not being able to relieve myself properly with wanking is certainly problematic.

 

[zd60]

I wouldn't those drugs destroy people

 

[Manlet]

I wouldn't those drugs destroy people

 

[Manlet]

If you are going to do drugs just do real drugs like weed or alcohol that at least actually make you feel good, don't take jewpills.

 

[zd60]

If you are going to do drugs just do real drugs like weed or alcohol that at least actually make you feel good, don't take jewpills.

exactly man that's what I do

 

[Fantasea]

First time i took them i don't think they did much of anything besides make my cock weaker. Second time i think they helped a bit with my undiagnosed mental illnesses but also made my ED worse. Now once again i feel like i might need them to not kms as the desire to end it is growing but i still fear side effects like ED and others like dizziness, electrical zaps, general weirdness of ssri brain and body. Obviously i can't get sex anyway but not being able to relieve myself properly with wanking is certainly problematic.

sounds like effexor

 

[starystulejarz]

No they are placebo that breaks your brain and your dick. Get some magic mushrooms/LSD they help for real for depression and actually makes you feel good for many months.

 

[Fantasea]

First time i took them i don't think they did much of anything besides make my cock weaker. Second time i think they helped a bit with my undiagnosed mental illnesses but also made my ED worse. Now once again i feel like i might need them to not kms as the desire to end it is growing but i still fear side effects like ED and others like dizziness, electrical zaps, general weirdness of ssri brain and body. Obviously i can't get sex anyway but not being able to relieve myself properly with wanking is certainly problematic.

keep taking em. ur not having sex anyway so it's not that big of a deal. speaking from experience.

 

[Malkavian]

exactly man that's what I do

I haven't had any "friends" for like 10+ years i can't find weed to save my life

 

[Malkavian]

sounds like effexor

seroxat actually

 

[zd60]

I haven't had any "friends" for like 10+ years i can't find weed to save my life

I just order online man, my areas legalized I order straight from the shop to my house no interactions so

 

[Paladin]

I just order online man, my areas legalized I order straight from the shop to my house no interactions so

Lucky

 

[Malkavian]

No they are placebo that breaks your brain and your dick. Get some magic mushrooms/LSD they help for real for depression and actually makes you feel good for many months.

i havent had friends in more than a decade i can't find stuff like that

 

[zd60]

Lucky

very, but you cat get the same experince with tor and markets on there not hard at all

 

[Malkavian]

I just order online man, my areas legalized I order straight from the shop to my house no interactions so

i don't have your area luck it's illegal where i live, popo gonna get me and ill be made to drop the soap in jail until i kms

 

[Runt171]

First time i took them i don't think they did much of anything besides make my cock weaker. Second time i think they helped a bit with my undiagnosed mental illnesses but also made my ED worse. Now once again i feel like i might need them to not kms as the desire to end it is growing but i still fear side effects like ED and others like dizziness, electrical zaps, general weirdness of ssri brain and body. Obviously i can't get sex anyway but not being able to relieve myself properly with wanking is certainly problematic.

Nah na nah na naaaaah naaaaaaah

 

[zd60]

i don't have your area luck it's illegal where i live, popo gonna get me and ill be made to drop the soap in jail until i kms

I mean I used to smoke way before it was legal too, just ordered online tor still works and most markets on there deliver to quite a wide range of countries

 

[Runt171]

I never took that trash as much as the therapists kept trying to force it down my throat due to them knowing they couldnt do thier jobs

That shit will only fuck you up your better off not taking it ever again

 

[Xul]

I take snri's among others, they dont give me side effects, yours sounds like withdrawal just from being on them? I wouldnt take ones that do that. You should feel nothing except better.

 

[Malkavian]

I mean I used to smoke way before it was legal too, just ordered online tor still works and most markets on there deliver to quite a wide range of countries

Could you please perhaps send me a personal message or something describing this in detail, never done shit like that before and i am worried the popo might get me.

 

[Malkavian]

I never took that trash as much as the therapists kept trying to force it down my throat due to them knowing they couldnt do thier jobs

That shit will only fuck you up your better off not taking it ever again

the problem is they do help a bit with my horrible depression and anxiety, ocd so my desire to kms improved a bit, at least years ago, like i legit have moments where thinking about killing myself feels warm, like light in the tunnel, i know its delusion though

I take snri's among others, they dont give me side effects, yours sounds like withdrawal just from being on them? I wouldnt take ones that do that. You should feel nothing except better.

ive never heard of ssri that doesnt have withdrawal honestly anything that works for me has withdrawal as a feature, anything else is weak as shit

 

[zd60]

Could you please perhaps send me a personal message or something describing this in detail, never done shit like that before and i am worried the popo might get me.

I mean all you have to do is search a little bit about tor and dread and tor.taxi should be able to get you started, its pretty well known

 

[Xul]

the problem is they do help a bit with my horrible depression and anxiety, ocd so my desire to kms improved a bit, at least years ago, like i legit have moments where thinking about killing myself feels warm, like light in the tunnel, i know its delusion though

ive never heard of ssri that doesnt have withdrawal honestly anything that works for me has withdrawal as a feature, anything else is weak as shit

Yea ssris i took quitting cold turkey i got no withdrawal from, snri im on now if i dont take at right time even i can feel it.

You shouldnt feel withdrawal while taking it.

 

[PillarofReality]

Only pills that I would use are fine + Min, to prevent balding. Everything else is just a waste of money

 

[Runt171]

like i legit have moments where thinking about killing myself feels warm, like light in the tunnel, i know its delusion though

Im not trying to egg you on But Suicide probably is the ideal outcome for people like us tbh

I feel similarly Sometimes

 

[Runt171]

the problem is they do help a bit with my horrible depression and anxiety, ocd

How long did it work for though??

Ive heard it works well for a small period and then it starts to fuck you over

 

[Malkavian]

I mean all you have to do is search a little bit about tor and dread and tor.taxi should be able to get you started, its pretty well known

what is dread

Im not trying to egg you on But Suicide probably is the ideal outcome for people like us tbh

no offense but fuck you

How long did it work for though??

Ive heard it works well for a small period and then it starts to fuck you over

well sort of like a year after i had a major breakdown but then my family pressured me to stop taking them and i started deteriorating again

Yea ssris i took quitting cold turkey i got no withdrawal from, snri im on now if i dont take at right time even i can feel it.

You shouldnt feel withdrawal while taking it.

well dunno those were the side effects i noticed while taking them as well as withdrawal but the withdrawal was just a lot worse

Only pills that I would use are fine + Min, to prevent balding. Everything else is just a waste of money

i already lost a shit ton of hair so probably not worth bothering with those

 

[Xul]

what is dread

no offense but fuck you

well sort of like a year after i had a major breakdown but then my family pressured me to stop taking them and i started deteriorating again

well dunno those were the side effects i noticed while taking them as well as withdrawal but the withdrawal was just a lot worse

i already lost a shit ton of hair so probably not worth bothering with those

Those side effects arent normal, they are dosing you wrong or you dont tolerate substances well, careful with weed lol

 

[zd60]

what is dread

download the tor browser, go to tor.taxi, you'll see forums, in the tor browser visit the one that says dread, its essentially just reddit for drugs and other bullshit

 

[starystulejarz]

i havent had friends in more than a decade i can't find stuff like that

Who said anything about friends? you can order them online

 

[iwnmwgmlpvwomd]

zog'ed goycattle

 

[BPJ]

it really depends. if ur like me, and cant even function without them, then take em. If i dont take them i get the worst anxiety and panic attacks
known to man so,..i have little CHOice...

 

[user]

I long have you been taking them
They usually dont have effect if you took them for less than 6 months

 

[Paladin]

very, but you cat get the same experince with tor and markets on there not hard at all

I'm still probably too retarded for that tbh

 

[zd60]

I'm still probably too retarded for that tbh

its as easy as ordering off amazon really

 

[Malkavian]

download the tor browser, go to tor.taxi, you'll see forums, in the tor browser visit the one that says dread, its essentially just reddit for drugs and other bullshit

i see thank you man i hope i dont end up getting raped in prison

Those side effects arent normal, they are dosing you wrong or you dont tolerate substances well, careful with weed lol

i actually have lots of experience with other stuff and i mostly tolerated everything well

Who said anything about friends? you can order them online

i've never done it before and i'm worried about the obvious risks, i don't know how to do it right

it really depends. if ur like me, and cant even function without them, then take em. If i dont take them i get the worst anxiety and panic attacks
known to man so,..i have little CHOice...

yeah same tbh

I long have you been taking them
They usually dont have effect if you took them for less than 6 months

for me i thought i felt difference in like a month or less

its as easy as ordering off amazon really

did you use the standard delivery companies like do they check shady shit?

 

[zd60]

i see thank you man i hope i dont end up getting raped in prison

did you use the standard delivery companies like do they check shady shit?

I can only really speak from my experience but yes they just use standard delivery companies, i'd reccomend trying to only order from places that ship and deliver from within the same country as it mitigates risk

 

[Malkavian]

I can only really speak from my experience but yes they just use standard delivery companies, i'd reccomend trying to only order from places that ship and deliver from within the same country as it mitigates risk

yeah extremely unlikely there will be anything from the same country

 

[zd60]

yeah extremely unlikely there will be anything from the same country

if you'r.e in some third world shit hole then ordering outside the country is probably fine those countries usually have massive drug use populations anyways and get shit loads of drugs, every country has drugs it doesn't matter if its northkorea or tuvalu drugs are everywhere mate

 

[Malkavian]

if you'r.e in some third world shit hole then ordering outside the country is probably fine those countries usually have massive drug use populations anyways and get shit loads of drugs, every country has drugs it doesn't matter if its northkorea or tuvalu drugs are everywhere mate

what if you are in the eu though

 

[zd60]

what if you are in the eu though

plenty of people in the EU use online markets to get drugs, I think the USA and the EU are the biggest markets for theses sites as they typically have the highest access to internet maybe a few other places but shoudl be fine just be careful follow safety guides dread should have a general guide for you to follow and get used to the deep web

 

[Malkavian]

plenty of people in the EU use online markets to get drugs, I think the USA and the EU are the biggest markets for theses sites as they typically have the highest access to internet maybe a few other places but shoudl be fine just be careful follow safety guides dread should have a general guide for you to follow and get used to the deep web

alright thanks

 

[Xul]

plenty of people in the EU use online markets to get drugs, I think the USA and the EU are the biggest markets for theses sites as they typically have the highest access to internet maybe a few other places but shoudl be fine just be careful follow safety guides dread should have a general guide for you to follow and get used to the deep web

Do you need to test it to avoid fenty spiking?

 

[starystulejarz]

i've never done it before and i'm worried about the obvious risks, i don't know how to do it right

Where do you live? At my country we can order magic mushroom growth kits as "study material" with no issues

 

[zd60]

Do you need to test it to avoid fenty spiking?

That depends on the vendor, i'd always vet the vendor before ordering they come with reviews like amazon kek, but I don't test, I don't care to test I want the fenty give me the fenty i'm doing drugs its dangerous anyways another drug on top of it doesn't bother me it just adds to the chaos

 

[Xul]

That depends on the vendor, i'd always vet the vendor before ordering they come with reviews like amazon kek, but I don't test, I don't care to test I want the fenty give me the fenty i'm doing drugs its dangerous anyways another drug on top of it doesn't bother me it just adds to the chaos

I mostly agree but if its carfent you pretty much dead before you can enjoy it unless you are a super heavyweight lol

 

[Eucalyptus Warrior]

Take magic mushrooms once instead.

 

[Midnight Animal]

I wouldn't those drugs destroy people

 

[Paladin]

Where do you live? At my country we can order magic mushroom growth kits as "study material" with no issues

I've been thinking about trying them for a while now. Do you think I can order them like that in Ireland?

 

[starystulejarz]

I've been thinking about trying them for a while now. Do you think I can order them like that in Ireland?

Since magic mushroom spores do not contain psilocybin, they are considered legal in Ireland. Therefore, spores and mushroom grow kits can be legally commercialized in Ireland. You can find them in stores or online shops.

I can't really find any legit website that sells them maybe local or maybe in UK you could buy something and ship there.

Alternatively you could buy spores and grow it on your own in some mix of substrate (probably some grains and shit for terrarium). You also need to have pressure cooker to have very sterile environment