FACEandLMS said:
As long as you were clear that your inceldom is due to autism, stressed that not all incels are autists - some are just ugly - and you didn't show your face (cuz that take presidence over anything you said), I'd be cool with you saying your piece.
What I didn't want is another Jack P saga (because of his good looks). What brought you back to this site anyway?
It’s due to both autism and manletism imo. I’m no longer underweight since last measuring as I’ve been bulking like mad and I think my frame can be sorted just with gymcelling.
I think I’d still be here if I didn’t have autism due to being 171cm, however I’m on top of this one at the moment.
Anyway I took a short break from here as I have started Hexerelin and CJC 1295 without DAC and they have side effects on mental health so I needed to take a break from the blackpill because I was already in a bad mental state and didn’t want to go off the rails.
A few weeks in and turns out they didn’t have as bad of an effect on my mental health as I thought they would. However it’s early days so far. If this can pull me to even 5”9 I think I might have a chance of escaping.
Also over the month break I had a bit of an epiphany and realised I don’t really want to be a slayer. What I want is a virgin Christian girl who is 100% loyal. I’ll wait until marriage to have sex as I’m a Christian myself.
I’ll still be looksmaxing for the sake of improving my quality of life as looks permeate into pretty much all aspects of life and I feel people will be more lenient towards my social quirks if I improve my looks. I’m also heavily NTmaxxing and trying to immerse myself in popular culture so I can actually hold down a conversation.
Just going to go for soft looksmaxes along with trying to gain height from peptides and see how far that takes me before I decide if plastic surgery is necessary.
Also when I smile, my eyes don’t look close set for some reason.