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fellas, don't know what to say so I will just say what happened
I decided to approach outside of an office building in a close proximity to a mall.
Spotted a blonde but somewhat chubby femshit.
Went to the bench and sat next to her.
"Hello."
"Hello" (she said with utter disgust)
"How are you? You seem kinda cute"
"I know" (more disgust added to mix - I have never felt so much hatred towards me) "My boyfriend is cute too," she added.
I knew it was BEYOND over.
But said this:
"I work in this building but I have a crazy schedule and get really tired"
Her face said: Dont care GET THE FUCK OUT
I said: "Have a nice day and left"
Now, what's so special about it? The words? No. It was the hatred and loathing towards me. I've done over 100 approaches by now and for the first time I felt this type of hatred. Yes, one foid legit laughed at me...but holy shit this attitude just crushed me inside.
However, IT DID LOWER MY INHIBITION TO THE GROUND.
Like I could get in a fight right there right now with anyone.
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I decided to take a walk in the city center and long and behold I SAW A FOID FROM THE PAST THAT HURT ME. YES, I SAW HER. ONE OF THE MANY PIECES OF SHITS THAT GHOSTED ME AND HURT ME.
She was with another dude and they were just getting on a table in some bar/restaurant with outdoor tables.
I went to the table. She had apparently seen because SHE WAS ACTIVELY AVOIDING EYE CONTACT.
I was really low inhibition and didn't care about the guy with her - he was bigger than me and probably stronger.
I wanted to look her in the eyes. But she was reluctant.
So, I just said this: "YOU ARE ONE DUMB BITCH."
i SAID IT SO LOUD THAT THE COUPLE ON THE OTHER TABLE TURNED.
I SAID IT WITH SO MUCH HATE THAT THE PEOPLE AROUND LEGIT THOUGHT I MUST BE INSANE.
I didn't look back but I was afraid that I may get attacked from the back by some of the cucks there.
'I wasn't. (maybe in the future but not today)
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Then I passed by a park and saw a young couple
LONG AND BEHOLD - AVERAGE JANE DOE WITH SOME CHAD - BLOND HAIR BLUE EYES, TALL - YOU KNOW THE DEAL
She was laughing at his jokes. He was experiencing pure female love - something that I have never experienced. I was already crushed inside.
You may think that I felt lefit jelousy for them.
But it wasn't exactly like that.
I just wanted them to feel my pain, not to suffer for what they have.
I WENT TO THEM AND SAID:
BUKOWSKI SAID IT BEST: THE ONLY ONE WHO LOVES IN A RELATIONSHIP IS THE MAN.
The girl was shocked.
The chad said: "Get out of here."
I said: "don't talk like that to your father"
and looked at him like the bitch he was
He wasn't bigger than me but he was taller for sure - like 6'3"
I left. But was afraid that he may attack me from the back.
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On the way home I said this to multiple foids: "Don't look at me" that I saw on the street.
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Honestly, for the first time I felt a special kind of disgust for women.
Like i have been fighting for this for so long that I started to hate it.
I honestly just want to leave this world at this point.
I am super disgusted by women and everything.
I don't relate to normies. I know that women will never love me because I am not chad and have an autistic personality.
I don't relate to the masses.
I am that odd motherfucker.
THey can sense it.
I have a good heart.
And I could have loved a woman.
But they destroyed my heart.
The ghosting, the fake dates, the lies, the manipulations
the humiliation
They killed everything in me.
This world is not for me.
I honestly feel utter disgust.
I decided to approach outside of an office building in a close proximity to a mall.
Spotted a blonde but somewhat chubby femshit.
Went to the bench and sat next to her.
"Hello."
"Hello" (she said with utter disgust)
"How are you? You seem kinda cute"
"I know" (more disgust added to mix - I have never felt so much hatred towards me) "My boyfriend is cute too," she added.
I knew it was BEYOND over.
But said this:
"I work in this building but I have a crazy schedule and get really tired"
Her face said: Dont care GET THE FUCK OUT
I said: "Have a nice day and left"
Now, what's so special about it? The words? No. It was the hatred and loathing towards me. I've done over 100 approaches by now and for the first time I felt this type of hatred. Yes, one foid legit laughed at me...but holy shit this attitude just crushed me inside.
However, IT DID LOWER MY INHIBITION TO THE GROUND.
Like I could get in a fight right there right now with anyone.
============================================================
I decided to take a walk in the city center and long and behold I SAW A FOID FROM THE PAST THAT HURT ME. YES, I SAW HER. ONE OF THE MANY PIECES OF SHITS THAT GHOSTED ME AND HURT ME.
She was with another dude and they were just getting on a table in some bar/restaurant with outdoor tables.
I went to the table. She had apparently seen because SHE WAS ACTIVELY AVOIDING EYE CONTACT.
I was really low inhibition and didn't care about the guy with her - he was bigger than me and probably stronger.
I wanted to look her in the eyes. But she was reluctant.
So, I just said this: "YOU ARE ONE DUMB BITCH."
i SAID IT SO LOUD THAT THE COUPLE ON THE OTHER TABLE TURNED.
I SAID IT WITH SO MUCH HATE THAT THE PEOPLE AROUND LEGIT THOUGHT I MUST BE INSANE.
I didn't look back but I was afraid that I may get attacked from the back by some of the cucks there.
'I wasn't. (maybe in the future but not today)
-======================================
Then I passed by a park and saw a young couple
LONG AND BEHOLD - AVERAGE JANE DOE WITH SOME CHAD - BLOND HAIR BLUE EYES, TALL - YOU KNOW THE DEAL
She was laughing at his jokes. He was experiencing pure female love - something that I have never experienced. I was already crushed inside.
You may think that I felt lefit jelousy for them.
But it wasn't exactly like that.
I just wanted them to feel my pain, not to suffer for what they have.
I WENT TO THEM AND SAID:
BUKOWSKI SAID IT BEST: THE ONLY ONE WHO LOVES IN A RELATIONSHIP IS THE MAN.
The girl was shocked.
The chad said: "Get out of here."
I said: "don't talk like that to your father"
and looked at him like the bitch he was
He wasn't bigger than me but he was taller for sure - like 6'3"
I left. But was afraid that he may attack me from the back.
=================================================
On the way home I said this to multiple foids: "Don't look at me" that I saw on the street.
================================================
Honestly, for the first time I felt a special kind of disgust for women.
Like i have been fighting for this for so long that I started to hate it.
I honestly just want to leave this world at this point.
I am super disgusted by women and everything.
I don't relate to normies. I know that women will never love me because I am not chad and have an autistic personality.
I don't relate to the masses.
I am that odd motherfucker.
THey can sense it.
I have a good heart.
And I could have loved a woman.
But they destroyed my heart.
The ghosting, the fake dates, the lies, the manipulations
the humiliation
They killed everything in me.
This world is not for me.
I honestly feel utter disgust.