A phrase I heard often when I would tell the few people in my life what causes me pain. What causes me even more pain now that I am black pilled is that if she is still out there for me, at my age she would have been riding cock for almost 2 decades. I think back in the scenerio I would find a woman that when I was obliviously living my teenage life alone she would be creating the most special moments of her life. Having her first everything. By the time I would meet the mythical foid everyone is told is out there for them, she would have already experienced everything. The maximum amount of love she would be able to have at that point for a man she meets would be very limited. You wouldnt be special to her, a certain song or smell or picture wouldnt reminder her of you. That will be reserved for the teenage love she experienced. I really feel like ive been sent straight to old age. Someone said that phrase on here and I will not forget it because nothing resonates harder with the incel state of life. The degenerates online are enraged and are quick to call one a "predator" when a man says he wants a virgin or a woman still capable of innocent love. They are mentally damaged. She is not out there for many men and even if she was it was over anyways.
