SuicideFuel (Serious) Should I chemically castrate myself?

[Spooky_Heejin]

I'm disabled due to a birth defect in my spine that's unfixable so I can't walk more than half a mile without severe back pain. I spent 3k on a sex doll only to discover I can't thrust my hips into her because it hurts my spine. My penis is also too small and I can't reach the dolls vaginal canal since I don't have the length required due to my micro penis. I have autism and misophonia so I can't work or talk to people. The misophonia is especially bad since eating sounds bother me a lot along with kissing sounds. These sounds trigger my flight and fight responses without any delay. 9/10 times I can't control it and I pound the shit out of my skull. My Mom has been making me where helmets wherever we go so I don't hurt my skull when I punch myself in public.

I'm tired of feeling attracted to women only to not be able to do anything with them. If you guys were in the same predicament as me, would you castrate yourselves? Why or why not? I'm tired of this empty feeling in my chest 24/7 of wanting love from a woman but never getting it. My hands feel empty too. If I castrated myself these feelings could go away.

 

[St3v3Cel]

I'm tired of feeling attracted to women only to not be able to do anything with them. If you guys were in the same predicament as me, would you castrate yourselves? Why or why not? I'm tired of this empty feeling in my chest 24/7 of wanting love from a woman but never getting it. My hands feel empty too. If I castrated myself these feelings could go away.

Those feelings would not go away. All you would do is unlock a new feeling, that being feeling like you are truly not human, which will be horrible. If you can goon you need to see that as a blessing. Maintain your sanity and humanity at all costs. Sorry to hear about your other issues .

 

[Abgesang]

Brutal read

And no i still wouldnt do that

 

[yeetbender_]

DNR.

Also: no.

 

[HyperboreanCavalier]

Eunuchmaxxing until we reach nirvana

 

[Glutony]

Brutal read

Don't do it, you will still crave an Intimate relationship.

 

[WizardInTraining]

As far as I know it can have some terrible side effects.

 

[IWWorkER]

I can't work

I spent 3k

 

[shitciety]

Don't

 

[GmeOvr]

As far as I know it can have some terrible side effects.

OP might turn into a troon

 

[Frail Link]

No.

 

[David1033]

You will still have urges to woman so don't bother. But if their is pill in the future that stops it period I would take it so I don't blame you for having that thought.

 

[cripplecel]

Don’t do it

 

[LeFrenchCel]

No

 

[TooSomething]

Hell no if it fucks with your hormones.

I have no clue how chemical castration works and what it exactly does but this does not sound like it's good for your health either.

What about that brace of your father?

Have you tried it?

 

[yakusai]

Don't

 

[abdicel]

this shi made me fucking cry ngl

 

[DjentlemanDuke]

Never do it.

 

[Ambatukam Alone]

If not the most, one of the most, brutal trvcel stories I've ever seen. I'm so sorry this has happened to you.

 

[PTSD Marsupials]

Brutal read

And no i still wouldnt do that

 

[rapetorturekill]

Brutal read

And no i still wouldnt do that