Venting [SERIOUS] Need help surviving another day...

[LynksDisease]

So this is my first post on this forum...LOL

Lately, my life has worsen so much...I know that everyone here knowns to a different extent how this feels. But it really is unbearable. My regular copes [ food (fatcel) + internet] do not work anymore. I really do not care about nothing anymore. I am so fucking depressed. Incel life is fucking hell. I am NEETing/LARPing so much last 2 months.

I sleep way too much, I am way too overweight and I am risking so much. I study overseas with an scholarship. I really do not know if i will be able to get through next year at this pace. The worse part is I am on academic probation (I failed last year of my program and got readmitted...cuz of the same shit).

So I am asking for some advice from you bois, i need a new cope or smthg to help me to get me through next year... i really need to get my fucking shit together. Any help is appreciated.

Some info about me:

• i cannot drop out from college (even temporarily), cuz of my scholarship and my academic situation.
• i went for therapy last fall...did not try pills only CBT + group therapy. they told the solution is to be more social and dont focus on negatives
  
• i have never tried drugs. rarely i buy some beers (+only try weed once). tbh, i am afraid of any kind of drugs (even pills) with my fucking shit personality . for sure i become a junkie or smthg.
• this is my 3rd year in college. thanks of failed year and my low IQ i need 6 years to complete my STEM degree.
• no friends, only mom and dad (in another country), no gf of course....
• about , i have considered it but i honestly too afraid + conscious to do it. i think my situation is not that bad.

 

[Deleted member 3291]

try getting into anime, i mean the slice of life ones. they are comforting and really relaxing, ask me if you need some recommendations.

 

[KungFuKenny1999]

Maybe try finding a college club of people with similar interests - vidya, anime, whatever. Probably won't help you ascend but it will at least help detract from not having friends.

 

[InebriatedIrish]

try getting into anime, i mean the slice of life ones. they are comforting and really relaxing, ask me if you need some recommendations.

Oh no you don’t. I won’t let your weebness indoctrinate newbies.

To the OP
Find something you have a passion for. For some reason, I’ve always had a passion for warfare and politics. I read and learn in my spare time. Even if you have no passion, find something that takes your mind off the real world. Strategy games will get you caught up.

 

[Zesto]

try getting into anime, i mean the slice of life ones. they are comforting and really relaxing, ask me if you need some recommendations.

Just post them boyo everyone could use a good anime.

 

[Deleted member 677]

Go ER.

 

[Deleted member 3291]

Just post them boyo everyone could use a good anime.

if you are just getting into the genre, and want something comfy:

(didn't include any moeblob)

Hyouka
Kyokai no Kanata
Kimi no na Wa (tearjerker)
Koe no Katachi (tearjerker)
ReLife
Toradora
Nichijou
3-Gatsu no Lion
Gin no Saji
Saiki Kusuo
Sakurasao no Pet na Kanojo
Danshi Koukousei no Nichijou (boy version of Nichijou)
Barakamon
Usagi Drop
Natsume Yuujinchou

 

[Unwanted]

I first recommend losing all of that weight man, you never know what your face looks like with all that fat on.

If you need motivation look at this:

 

[YungCell]

try getting into anime, i mean the slice of life ones. they are comforting and really relaxing, ask me if you need some recommendations.

This man would be better off getting into some Netflix show, slice of life animes feel so fake and there meant for 14 year olds

 

[Deleted member 126]

Welcome

 

[armis]

stop being a fat fuck first because you might have decent bones underneath the fat, if you're still ugly then either LDAR or rope

 

[Zesto]

if you are just getting into the genre, and want something comfy:

(didn't include any moeblob)

Hyouka
Kyokai no Kanata
Kimi no na Wa (tearjerker)
Koe no Katachi (tearjerker)
ReLife
Toradora
Nichijou
3-Gatsu no Lion
Gin no Saji
Saiki Kusuo
Sakurasao no Pet na Kanojo
Danshi Koukousei no Nichijou (boy version of Nichijou)
Barakamon
Usagi Drop
Natsume Yuujinchou

Arigato gozaimasu.

I just watch shonen trash and manime so this is good for me as I'd be lost.

OP you're cure's here.

 

[InebriatedIrish]

This man would be better off getting into some Netflix show, slice of life animes feel so fake and there meant for 14 year olds

FINALLY. Someone gets it.