AntiPain
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Enjoy the self hatred.
That I'm a huge weeb.
This is exactly what I deal with as well. Everything you said. I thought I was the only one so bad that they are anxious even in front of their own parents.My avoidant personality disorder makes me avoid everybody and everything social. Even around my parents I feel uncomfortable. I don't like revealing things about me (in real life at least).
My tendency to take the easy way and never try at anything.
The rest is merely symptoms of this illness.
I am an effeminate high pitched little boy who is addicted to the internet and has an impotent chin(probably important down there) and a shitty mustache that refuses to grow(cover up tiny mole). Also, I am constrained to wear goofy glasses dues to astigmatism. I look like a transexual Shaun King. I am a perpetual virgin. I am 21 years old even though I have the mental age of a 15-year-old (70 IQ). The only reason I passed high school is that of lower standards. I have no license(only a permit) and never had a job. Instead, I am being taken care of by my elderly parents(my father gets sometimes angry and We get into fist fights. My mother is a fat disgusting overbearing bitch. I hate her the most not because of how she treats me but not aborting me like the trash I am.) I can't even do a push-up or tie my shoe. I am an egotist who can't be bothered with others. I am so unlikable not even the lowest beings(Untermensch) want to associate with me. My idols are mass murders and dictators. No matter what good advice I am given I can never follow through. And on top of it, I am a sexual degenerate. There is no porn I wouldn't fap to and in fact, I fap every day. I try to trick young women to send me nudes because its the closest I can get to real interaction. I have more in common with serial killers, spree killers, and mass murders then I do with normalfags. I also have ADHD(tendency to procrastinate and hyperactivity to the point where I can’t concentrate ), dyslexia(I am barely literate), I am lazy like a google, depression, always angry, have a self-esteem deeper than the Mariana trench, and I shit blood thanks to colitis andd the fact that I like to pick my asshole. I think I am the worst out of all you pathetic filth.
Alot in Common we have1. deformed face
2. discolouration of face (my face is multicoloured, purple, spots of brown, black under my eyes, acne scar red on sides)
3. acne scars on neck and face
4. too many blackheads to deal with, and they come back even if i clear them and wash my face 3 times a day
5. terrible person. i am not a good person, i might be slightly psychopathic/sociopathic (not fully)
6. low will power, i can't convince myself to do anything really
7. lowish iq (tho i've never been iq tested, i did absolutely shit in school, could be because I didn't study, though)
8. frame (skinny, weak)
9. unlikable, the only people that like being around me are pure scumbags, just like me. Which is actually fine because I like them as well.
10. 0 motivation to do anything. LDAR is easier.