It's Over Seen from the outside, I'm extremely dull

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After I stopped talking to myself, only silence is left.

I generally lack interest or motivation in things, and on top of that I get bored of novel things easily. I'm frequently unenthused in situations where other people get excited or intrigued. Even JewTube and gore sites get boring. I don't know how people can stare at JewTube for 8 hours straight.

My sense of humor is too weird so I'm effectively humorless.

I used to enjoy listening to music but my preferred form of aural stimulation has shifted to white/brown noise.

I sleep alot. I sit in a chair blindfolded, alone with my thoughts. I check on some websites, or jerk off. I wander around in the city, watching traffic go by. And by night I prepare food. Besides these I have what you might call "hobbies", which connect into a rich and at times chaotic internal life, but they work somewhat strangely. I'll explain them in a later post.

I wasn't always like this. I think many of these traits result from the brain attempting to adapt to social rejection. I've tried to break out of my current situation, but I always return to where I am now. I don't think it's easily reversible now

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

many such cases, this is kind of a burnout phase and i've experienced it before, it's a way to rest for a while i guess.

obviously it's not really easy to break out. i posted before how even if you get past initial rejection from peers they will carry out interrogations eventually to see if you really fit in or are too weird.

 

[rcnfive]

same here, i lack all motivation and drive

 

[Erenincel]

Bro it's a autistic burnout caused by being rejected. I have the same problem. I'm losing interest and motivation more and more. This is like depression but it won't magically disappear after starting therapy. there are incels who go to therapy for 20 years and nothing changes. it will only get worse and you will have more and more problems with lack Motivation and drive.And the only way out of this state is getting laid and and rest until your nervous system regenerates.

 

[BlondesHateMe]

there is no dopamine / pussy reward for becoming interesting for us so why bother

 

[pauseforever]

many such cases, this is kind of a burnout phase and i've experienced it before, it's a way to rest for a while i guess.

obviously it's not really easy to break out. i posted before how even if you get past initial rejection from peers they will carry out interrogations eventually to see if you really fit in or are too weird.

In group conversations, even when I speak loudly enough, normies quickly sense I'm not one of them and ignore me. They probably also think the points I raise are boring and the way I deliver them dull

 

[pauseforever]

Bro it's a autistic burnout caused by being rejected. I have the same problem. I'm losing interest and motivation more and more. This is like depression but it won't magically disappear after starting therapy. there are incels who go to therapy for 20 years and nothing changes. it will only get worse and you will have more and more problems with lack Motivation and drive.And the only way out of this state is getting laid and and rest until your nervous system regenerates.

It's good knowing there's a name for this mental state. I used to call it "Nature's Will". I can't even be a workaholic to escape this because I couldn't bring myself to care enough about work

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

In group conversations, even when I speak loudly enough, normies quickly sense I'm not one of them and ignore me. They probably also think the points I raise are boring and the way I deliver them dull

well, the ideal conversation is one where people agree on everything, nothing has to be explained, and everything just flows smoothly. this conversation is unlikely to happen unless you've already had the same experiences.

 

[SupremeSaint]

same here, i lack all motivation and drive