Sexless incel
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I think, i might have sadistic tendencies, because i feel very much joy if i see someone suffer, even more If i caused the suffering myself.
Maybe it’s because i despise humankind with all my heart, which is basically the only emotion i have left for humans.
During childhood, i was constantly bullied by much older classmates and i couldn’t do anything against them of course.
At some point i began to hate everyone and started to do the same to others.
I mentally and physically bullied younger classmates, i beat them up and made them cry.
The punishment from the teachers didn’t bother me at all, i enjoyed the attention.
The fear and sadness that i caused in them gave me feelings of superiority and power which i enjoyed.
Today i have to behave myself, because my minor-privilege is gone and i can end up in jail very fast, but i don’t mind bullying people subconsciously, because my hatred isn’t gone just because i don’t violate the law anymore.
Fuck you humanity
Maybe it’s because i despise humankind with all my heart, which is basically the only emotion i have left for humans.
During childhood, i was constantly bullied by much older classmates and i couldn’t do anything against them of course.
At some point i began to hate everyone and started to do the same to others.
I mentally and physically bullied younger classmates, i beat them up and made them cry.
The punishment from the teachers didn’t bother me at all, i enjoyed the attention.
The fear and sadness that i caused in them gave me feelings of superiority and power which i enjoyed.
Today i have to behave myself, because my minor-privilege is gone and i can end up in jail very fast, but i don’t mind bullying people subconsciously, because my hatred isn’t gone just because i don’t violate the law anymore.
Fuck you humanity