It's Over Seeing happy young people

[Heaven In Flames]

Whenever I see happy young people it ruins my day. Whenever I read some story on the internet thats about a teenagers doing normie shit like going to parties or doing something with their girlfriend it makes me want to fucking rope so hard. At 16, Chad gets good grades, goes on vacation with his loving family, and hangs out with his girlfriend before they go to a party together. At 16 I was a bald ass NEET who dropped out of school with 0 friends that spent all day on my computer and got into constant arguments with my mentally insane parents about the fact that I have no job, no friends, and dropped out of school to rotmaxx. I have 0 memories of my teenage years, let alone happy ones. Whenever I think about this too long it causes immense mental suffering because it was fucking OVER before I was even born because I was born to impoverished and mentally deranged immigrant parents that shouldve been sterilized.

 

[McFlurryCel]

thEN go ER on (((them))) , i don't sEE youR point hERe??

 

[DreamCoper]

parents that shouldve been sterilized.

 

[Heaven In Flames]

Whenever I try to explain to my dad how fucking insane him, his wife, and his son are, he refuses to believe me, and says that we are all normal (me included) and that every family is like us, which is why I gave up on ever trying to blackpill him (he sends me PUA redpill cope on whatsapp lmao). Yeah bro Im sure that normal parents threaten to kill each other constantly and cant be in the same room together without beating the living fuck out of each other. Im sure that your severely autistic son who started balding at 13, has never had a single friend in his entire life, and wanted to kill himself since he was 10 had a normal upbringing. My parents are so retardedly incompetent that they never taught me how to shower, brush my teeth, or tie my shoes. I had to learn all that by myself when I was older. Even my cousins would joke about the fact that I had to raise myself because of how negligent my parents are

 

[boneless goblin]

totally understandable, but enjoy your NEETdom

 

[Heaven In Flames]

totally understandable, but enjoy your NEETdom

Im so severely autistic that I didnt really have a choice. Sometimes Im upset about my life decisions like dropping out of school but then other times Im like "yeah im such a massive autist that it was over as fuck anyways bro" and then Im happy with being a NEET. I got treated like dogshit when I was in school so Im not sure that I missed out on much by dropping out. Best case scenario is just my parents never having a child tbh

 

[Albertopenheimer]

thEN go ER on (((them))) , i don't sEE youR point hERe??

why did u write the N in capital

 

[concentrated juice]

not much else you can do except wait until death

 

[antisocialcel]

Brutal story.

 

[boneless goblin]

Im so severely autistic that I didnt really have a choice. Sometimes Im upset about my life decisions like dropping out of school but then other times Im like "yeah im such a massive autist that it was over as fuck anyways bro" and then Im happy with being a NEET. I got treated like dogshit when I was in school so Im not sure that I missed out on much by dropping out. Best case scenario is just my parents never having a child tbh

hope youre in a good place now

 

[Heaven In Flames]

hope youre in a good place now

Im still a broke ass bald NEET who dropped out of high school . But sometimes I dont mind that, honestly.

 

[boneless goblin]

Im still a broke ass bald NEET who dropped out of high school . But sometimes I dont mind that, honestly.

good.

 

[Heaven In Flames]

Brutal story.

Sometimes Ill go on social media profiles belonging to people I used to go to school with and i swear bro nothing makes me want to rope more. I didnt realized how fucked up my life was until I was way older and realized what a normal life is like.