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5'7 LDARing Neet Truecel
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Do they really? I have a pretty good diet, but I’ll definitely try high dosing that.B vitamins, Cure most mental illnesses...
Found in most green foods. You know, the kind most people don't eat.
Most chronic problems are from poor nutrition.Do they really? I have a pretty good diet, but I’ll definitely try high dosing that.
Your avi looks a lot like my friend irl, so my brain puts his voice to you.How do i sound?
Thank you for the well wishes bro.Schizophrenia sounds like a brutal disease to have. Autism, depression, etc. all sound like child's play compared to schizophrenia.
I took shrooms a few weeks ago and although it was pleasurable and funny in the beginning, as the trip became stronger I could feel myself being lost in it, I felt like I was losing my mind and that I might never come back, it was really scary, thankfully I went back to normal after a few hours like anyone else to try shrooms.
But it really got me thinking about how it must be awful to have a mental illness that make you 'crazy' like schizophrenia, not being able to trust your own senses, believing the craziest shit, etc... damn I wish I could do something to help. Have you tried one of the medications that they prescribe for this? I heard there are some that can make the symptoms weaker.
your post content does not match profile nameCope, Chad can be autistic and will still be adored.
No, I’ve never even drank smh. I made a thread asking for advice DMT maxxing a while ago tho.have you ever tried shrooms?
Thank you bro. I’m actually feeling much better than yesterdayHate seeing a brocel go through what you're dealing with.
Wish you well with this man.
Do aliens come after you? I feel like monsters can come after me and I cant sleep because of it, I m going to bed at 6 am when its already pretty bright outside. I fear that when my schizophrenia will progress i ll see them.
Heresvoice of my avi
I once had a dream where i saw my room and alien jumped in my bed, i could litteraly feel him, then he got up from my bed and we had a small fight, i grabbed his eye and he evaporated, only his skin left in my hand, he was pretty small, like 150cm in height, but it was very scary though, when i woke up there were nothing special in my room.Fuck bro, I have the exact same feelings. I can’t sleep with my back to anything but a wall because I’m terrified of something, usually in my head those tall aliens, grabbing me.
I‘m scared that I’ll start to see them too. I already do in my mind’s eye (if that makes any sense). Looks like this
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Fuckkkkkkk. That’s terrifying. I’ve never had sleep paralysis before, but I do have night terrors pretty often. Do you live alone bro? I used to sleep with my dog in my room and I’d feel secure because if there was anything he’d start barking.I once had a dream where i saw my room and alien jumped in my bed, i could litteraly feel him, then he got up from my bed and we had a small fight, i grabbed his eye and he evaporated, only his skin left in my hand, he was pretty small, like 150cm in height, but it was very scary though, when i woke up there were nothing special in my room.
I have dreams sometimes where i awoke and some shit happens like its real.
But I dont fear aliens much (in my imagination theyre pretty small in height) , I fear monsters the most. When I hear a sound while Im trying to fall asleep, I think its the sound of their footsteps. But when its already bright outside I dont have shit like this so I go to sleep at 6-7 am
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No, I live with my grand mother and if I cant get asleep and very terryfied I go to sleep in my grandmothers room and trying to sleep on old grandfathers bed. But getting asleep is the last thing that bothers me. I fear that one day I ll hear voices (I ve heard them sometimes but as Hypnagogic hallucinations and they were very weak) and one day I ll become totally inadequate in my behaveour.Fuckkkkkkk. That’s terrifying. I’ve never had sleep paralysis before, but I do have night terrors pretty often. Do you live alone bro? I used to sleep with my dog in my room and I’d feel secure because if there was anything he’d start barking.
I was disgnosed with run of the mill Paranoid Schizophrenia, but I’ve always had the opinion that I have Hebephrenic Schizophrenia. I’ve never been to an asylum (thank god) because my parents are extremely protective and will barely even let me go to the hospital.No, I live with my grand mother and if I cant get asleep and very terryfied I go to sleep in my grandmothers room and trying to sleep on old grandfathers bed. But getting asleep is the last thing that bothers me. I fear that one day I ll hear voices (I ve heard them sometimes but as Hypnagogic hallucinations and they were very weak) and one day I ll become totally inadequate in my behaveour.
Now its pretty decent, I have schizobuxes and schizopills seem to help me a bit, Im less dismorphophobic, I have less inadequate fears ( like fear of my dick suddenly detaching from my body while defecation) etc
Also whats your schizophrenia ? Were you in mental asyllums? I have pseudo neurotic schizophrenia and was inmental assyllums twice and I think I ll go there for the 3d time when carantin endsfor re examination
Hehe I live in country of schizocels I have 150 dollars every month, whereas 500 usd is average income here, thats enough to cope, though my grandmother buys me food.I was disgnosed with run of the mill Paranoid Schizophrenia, but I’ve always had the opinion that I have Hebephrenic Schizophrenia. I’ve never been to an asylum (thank god) because my parents are extremely protective and will barely even let me go to the hospital.
Also Schizobucks
What region are you from bro? I don’t think we have schizobucks in the US
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You sound like the guy srs
srs tho Is there a discord or something?We can talk on voice if you want some day
Yeah, I also have made some let's play videos on YouTubesrs tho Is there a discord or something?
Subbed. Can you PM me the discord link if you have invite perms?Yeah, I also have made some let's play videos on YouTube
Ever heard anything from me? How do I sound?As I approach my early twenties, my schizophrenia has progressed to the point where I regularly hear users of this forum talking to me in my day to day life. In case you’re wondering my mind usually assigns voices based on profile pic.
It helps that I am aware of my condition, but it doesn’t stop me from doing shit like locking myself in a room and staying up with a knife under my pillow because I think aliens are going to come for me.
I’m probably among the most neurotic people on earth; even the McDonald’s drive through (my greatest culinary cope) sends me into a fight or flight response. Of course this means that it’s even more OVER for my love life, as females sniff out and hate traits like neuroticism with extreme prejudice.
Now with college cancelled in the US my sport copes are gone and I’m back living with my violently abusive father. Hooray!
Not atm, but If I do in the future I’ll let you knowEver heard anything from me? How do I sound?
Probably. As far as I know schizophrenia is sorta a spectrum thing like autism. Manifests in different waysi read some people get only delusions ,no hallucination at all