Venting Schizophrenia is Hell

[Swimcell]

As I approach my early twenties, my schizophrenia has progressed to the point where I regularly hear users of this forum talking to me in my day to day life. In case you’re wondering my mind usually assigns voices based on profile pic.

It helps that I am aware of my condition, but it doesn’t stop me from doing shit like locking myself in a room and staying up with a knife under my pillow because I think aliens are going to come for me.

I’m probably among the most neurotic people on earth; even the McDonald’s drive through (my greatest culinary cope) sends me into a fight or flight response. Of course this means that it’s even more OVER for my love life, as females sniff out and hate traits like neuroticism with extreme prejudice.

Now with college cancelled in the US my sport copes are gone and I’m back living with my violently abusive father. Hooray!

 

[Deleted member 18214]

The potential malfunction of the human brain is scary.

 

[TheGambler2]

Non NT=Death

how does my voice sound tho

 

[Damo the incel]

Napoleon de Geso also has schizophrenia

 

[Animecel2D]

Thats some crazy shit man. Stay well.

 

[Swimcell]

Non NT=Death

how does my voice sound tho

I haven’t heard you as of yet. But if I had to guess it’d probably be the same as the voice I gave the original Gambler.

The potential malfunction of the human brain is scary.

it really is. The fact that it continues to fuck with me despite my self-awareness is scary.

Thats some crazy shit man. Stay well.

thank you bro

 

[Deleted member 6537]

Not diagnosed with schizophrenia but I am diagnosed with psychotic depression. I used to constantly hear people talking to me but they weren't physical, they were present with invisible "wires" in my head which they transfer messages to and I transfer back. I heard God, Satan, people who share my name, even an Italian girl named Isabel. I couldn't sleep most nights because of the strong fear I had. I believed God wouldn't forgive me because I did something minor. I'm on antidepressants and antipsychotics now so they are much less but I still hear them. I drew something relating to them:

Spoiler: Drawing

For those who aren’t aware, I was diagnosed with a certain disorder which this picture has to do with. And yes, “O.M.” are my initials. This is the first time i drew something in a very long time.View attachment 221668

 

[Deleted member 25274]

What do I sound like with this profile pic

 

[Stalin]

Have you tried antibiotics? I read somewhere that shizo is sometimes linked with brain parasites(like toxo, etc).

 

[78980n]

Whose voices have you heard? Have you heard @pp183 ? I imagine it would be quite squeaky.

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

What do you think I sound like

 

[Deleted member 19079]

Whose voices have you heard? Have you heard @pp183 ? I imagine it would be quite squeaky.

brutal

 

[Swimcell]

Not diagnosed with schizophrenia but I am diagnosed with psychotic depression. I used to constantly hear people talking to me but they weren't physical, they were present with invisible "wires" in my head which they transfer messages to and I transfer back. I heard God, Satan, people who share my name, even an Italian girl named Isabel. I couldn't sleep most nights because of the strong fear I had. I believed God wouldn't forgive me because I did something minor. I'm on antidepressants and antipsychotics now so they are much less but I still hear them.

Interesting bro. I’m glad to hear you’re doing better. Though I don’t think I’ll ever go on medication after seeing his antidepressants lobotomized my mom and how every mass shooter is on Prozac

What do I sound like with this profile pic

I have heard you ngl. It’s mostly just anime squealing (the noise you’d expect from a pic like that) but I can understand it perfectly

Have you tried antibiotics? I read somewhere that shizo is sometimes linked with brain parasites(like toxo, etc).

interesting. Schizophrenia kind of runs in my family though so I think it just may be genetic lottery in my case.

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

Do you smoke cigarettes?

 

[Deleted member 25274]

I have heard you ngl. It’s mostly just anime squealing (the noise you’d expect from a pic like that) but I can understand it perfectly

Thats interesting as fuck I want to hear anime girls talk to me ngl

 

[Personalityinkwell]

The potential malfunction of the human brain is scary.

very much so

 

[WawelDragon1683]

I'm sorry. It's the worst when you can't have peace even by yourself. I have awful obsessive thoughts, so i can never really relax. I can't imagine how bad schizophrenia must be.

 

[Swimcell]

What do you think I sound like

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You’re one of my only good voices bro. It’s a deep soothing gorillamaxxed voice.

Do you smoke cigarettes?

No. My lungs are my moneymakers.

Whose voices have you heard? Have you heard @pp183 ? I imagine it would be quite squeaky.

@LastGerman is my most common voice. He sounds like Stroheim. A lot of the voices are actually from old Lookism or r/Incels people. Zyros, Gambler, UglyOgreWhoWantsToBeAGirl, etc.[/QUOTE]

 

[Deleted member 20434]

I’m not schizoprhenic

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

You’re one of my only good voices bro. It’s a deep soothing gorillamaxxed voice.

You lungs are fine. Every schizophrenic should smoke. Heavily in fact. It's unironically the best thing you can do for the condition, or so I've come to understand.

 

[Deleted member 21514]

Brutally over tbh thanks god i don't have schizophrenia

 

[Spioenkop1]

Brutal ngl. I am so glad I am just ugly and the rest is fine.

 

[Kurt Gödel]

OP i wish you the best. I've been recently diagnose with schizophrenia and my symptoms are nothing compared to yours. Can even make me think as a forced diagnostic instead of an accurate one. I just daydream a lot and my "delusions" are philosophical pessimism. But to me pessimism and antinatalism are as true as 2+2=4. That's why they haven't gone away with anti-psychotics.
If you want me to go into more detail i can.

 

[Swimcell]

You lungs are fine. Every schizophrenic should smoke. Heavily in fact. It's unironically the best thing you can do for the condition, or so I've come to understand.

Is there science behind this? Why? To die faster maybe.

I’m not schizoprhenic

i envy you

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

You’re one of my only good voices bro. It’s a deep soothing gorillamaxxed voice.

 

[Swimcell]

OP i wish you the best. I've been recently diagnose with schizophrenia and my symptoms are nothing compared to yours. Can even make me think as a forced diagnostic instead of an accurate one. I just daydream a lot and my "delusions" are philosophical pessimism. But to me pessimism and antinatalism are as true as 2+2=4. That's why they haven't gone away with anti-psychotics.
If you want me to go into more detail i can.

Please do bro. If you don’t want to post it on the open forum you can always dm me.

 

[Stalin]

interesting. Schizophrenia kind of runs in my family though so I think it just may be genetic lottery in my case.

Maybe you have chronic lyme or babesia too. Check out google - plenty of data linking chronic brain infections with mental disorders.

Mind-Altering Cat Parasite Linked to Schizophrenia in Largest Study Yet

Two billion of us are already infected.

www.sciencealert.com

In terms of T. gondii, compared to a control group, the blood work revealed individuals with the infection were almost 50 percent more likely (odds ratio 1.47) to be diagnosed with schizophrenia disorders compared to those without an infection.

Relationship between toxoplasmosis and schizophrenia: A review - PubMed

A growing body of evidence suggests a correlation between schizophrenia and exposure to infectious agents. The majority of studied cases concerns the infection caused by T. gondii, an obligatory intracellular parasite that infects about 1/3 of the entire human population, according to the...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

A growing body of evidence suggests a correlation between schizophrenia and exposure to infectious agents. The majority of studied cases concerns the infection caused by T. gondii, an obligatory intracellular parasite that infects about 1/3 of the entire human population, according to the available data.

Toxoplasma gondii and Schizophrenia

Recent epidemiologic studies indicate that infectious agents may contribute to some cases of schizophrenia. In animals, infection with Toxoplasma gondii can alter behavior and neurotransmitter function. In humans, acute infection with T. gondii can produce ...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

Cat parasite linked to mental illness, schizophrenia

Does owning cats increase the risk of serious mental health issues? New studies weigh the evidence

www.cbsnews.com

Antibiotics Found Effective in Schizophrenia

Tetracyclines help treat psychosis as well as tick-borne disorders.

www.psychologytoday.com

Association of Lyme Disease and Schizoaffective Disorder, Bipolar Type: Is it Inflammation Mediated?

Lyme disease has been reported to be associated with various psychiatric presentations. Borreliaburgdorferi (Bb) can present with symptoms similar to schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. It has been suggested that inflammation incurred during the Bb infection ...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

Lyme disease diagnosis almost missed in patient with Babesia - Daniel Cameron, MD, MPH

by Daniel J. Cameron, MD MPH The importance of clinicians considering other tick-borne diseases, such as Babesia, when evaluating patients with Lyme disease has been addressed in the literature. Surprisingly, however, physicians may actually not consider Borrelia burgdorferi (the Lyme pathogen)...

danielcameronmd.com

Undiagnosed Lyme disease in adults with schizophrenia

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

etc..

 

[Kurt Gödel]

Maybe you have chronic lyme or babesia too. Check out google - plenty of data linking chronic brain infections with mental disorders.

Mind-Altering Cat Parasite Linked to Schizophrenia in Largest Study Yet

Two billion of us are already infected.

www.sciencealert.com

In terms of T. gondii, compared to a control group, the blood work revealed individuals with the infection were almost 50 percent more likely (odds ratio 1.47) to be diagnosed with schizophrenia disorders compared to those without an infection.

Relationship between toxoplasmosis and schizophrenia: A review - PubMed

A growing body of evidence suggests a correlation between schizophrenia and exposure to infectious agents. The majority of studied cases concerns the infection caused by T. gondii, an obligatory intracellular parasite that infects about 1/3 of the entire human population, according to the...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

A growing body of evidence suggests a correlation between schizophrenia and exposure to infectious agents. The majority of studied cases concerns the infection caused by T. gondii, an obligatory intracellular parasite that infects about 1/3 of the entire human population, according to the available data.

Toxoplasma gondii and Schizophrenia

Recent epidemiologic studies indicate that infectious agents may contribute to some cases of schizophrenia. In animals, infection with Toxoplasma gondii can alter behavior and neurotransmitter function. In humans, acute infection with T. gondii can produce ...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

Cat parasite linked to mental illness, schizophrenia

Does owning cats increase the risk of serious mental health issues? New studies weigh the evidence

www.cbsnews.com

etc..

This is some very good information and lifefuel for schizocels.

 

[Stalin]

This is some very good information and lifefuel for schizocels.

I've added few more links above.

 

[To_Live_is to_Serve]

Non NT=Death

how does my voice sound tho

Dark triad helps with the women.
Chad can have needle stung arms and still get laid.

 

[TINMAN]

brutal

 

[Swimcell]

Maybe you have chronic lyme or babesia too. Check out google - plenty of data linking chronic brain infections with mental disorders.

Mind-Altering Cat Parasite Linked to Schizophrenia in Largest Study Yet

Two billion of us are already infected.

www.sciencealert.com

In terms of T. gondii, compared to a control group, the blood work revealed individuals with the infection were almost 50 percent more likely (odds ratio 1.47) to be diagnosed with schizophrenia disorders compared to those without an infection.

Relationship between toxoplasmosis and schizophrenia: A review - PubMed

A growing body of evidence suggests a correlation between schizophrenia and exposure to infectious agents. The majority of studied cases concerns the infection caused by T. gondii, an obligatory intracellular parasite that infects about 1/3 of the entire human population, according to the...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

A growing body of evidence suggests a correlation between schizophrenia and exposure to infectious agents. The majority of studied cases concerns the infection caused by T. gondii, an obligatory intracellular parasite that infects about 1/3 of the entire human population, according to the available data.

Toxoplasma gondii and Schizophrenia

Recent epidemiologic studies indicate that infectious agents may contribute to some cases of schizophrenia. In animals, infection with Toxoplasma gondii can alter behavior and neurotransmitter function. In humans, acute infection with T. gondii can produce ...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

Cat parasite linked to mental illness, schizophrenia

Does owning cats increase the risk of serious mental health issues? New studies weigh the evidence

www.cbsnews.com

Antibiotics Found Effective in Schizophrenia

Tetracyclines help treat psychosis as well as tick-borne disorders.

www.psychologytoday.com

Association of Lyme Disease and Schizoaffective Disorder, Bipolar Type: Is it Inflammation Mediated?

Lyme disease has been reported to be associated with various psychiatric presentations. Borreliaburgdorferi (Bb) can present with symptoms similar to schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. It has been suggested that inflammation incurred during the Bb infection ...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

Lyme disease diagnosis almost missed in patient with Babesia - Daniel Cameron, MD, MPH

by Daniel J. Cameron, MD MPH The importance of clinicians considering other tick-borne diseases, such as Babesia, when evaluating patients with Lyme disease has been addressed in the literature. Surprisingly, however, physicians may actually not consider Borrelia burgdorferi (the Lyme pathogen)...

danielcameronmd.com

Undiagnosed Lyme disease in adults with schizophrenia

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

etc..

I will read this thoroughly. Thank you bro. High IQ shit like this is what makes us superior to patronizing “find a woman who likes you for you, despite your violent mental illness” normshits on reddit.

Dark triad helps with the women.
Chad can have needle stung arms and still get laid.

Dark triad is a dark horse. Aspergers chad still has to shoot down 5 points when LDRing an equally autistic female. Look at Martin Cabello.

 

[HappilySingle]

As I approach my early twenties, my schizophrenia has progressed to the point where I regularly hear users of this forum talking to me in my day to day life. In case you’re wondering my mind usually assigns voices based on profile pic.

It helps that I am aware of my condition, but it doesn’t stop me from doing shit like locking myself in a room and staying up with a knife under my pillow because I think aliens are going to come for me.

I’m probably among the most neurotic people on earth; even the McDonald’s drive through (my greatest culinary cope) sends me into a fight or flight response. Of course this means that it’s even more OVER for my love life, as females sniff out and hate traits like neuroticism with extreme prejudice.

Now with college cancelled in the US my sport copes are gone and I’m back living with my violently abusive father. Hooray!

What do I sound like?

 

[Swimcell]

What do I sound like?

I’ve never heard you, but I probably will in the future

 

[HappilySingle]

I’ve never heard you

 

[Swimcell]

Whether or not I imagine you in a schizophrenia haze is now the premier method of social ranking on .Co , bow mortals

 

[InMyCellInHell]

I hope you're able to get away from your shithead dad soon, OP. You sound like a good guy who just got shit luck in life and I wish you well.

 

[MENSA_IQcel]

Non NT=Death

how does my voice sound tho

Cope, Chad can be autistic and will still be adored.

 

[BummerDrummerOG]

As I approach my early twenties, my schizophrenia has progressed to the point where I regularly hear users of this forum talking to me in my day to day life. In case you’re wondering my mind usually assigns voices based on profile pic.

It helps that I am aware of my condition, but it doesn’t stop me from doing shit like locking myself in a room and staying up with a knife under my pillow because I think aliens are going to come for me.

I’m probably among the most neurotic people on earth; even the McDonald’s drive through (my greatest culinary cope) sends me into a fight or flight response. Of course this means that it’s even more OVER for my love life, as females sniff out and hate traits like neuroticism with extreme prejudice.

Now with college cancelled in the US my sport copes are gone and I’m back living with my violently abusive father. Hooray!

whats my voice sound like ded srs

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

Is there science behind this? Why? To die faster maybe.

No no it alleviates symptoms shockingly well. Look into it.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

I don’t have it

 

[Swimcell]

whats my voice sound like ded srs

Your actual voice.

I hope you're able to get away from your shithead dad soon, OP. You sound like a good guy who just got shit luck in life and I wish you well.

Thank you bro

 

[nystagmuscel]

Non NT=Death

how does my voice sound tho

 

[Stalin]

I will read this thoroughly. Thank you bro.

Imaging going through the rounds after rounds of uneffective medications and psychosocial therapies while the root reason is a chronic brain infection treatable by antibiotics(like minocycline or azithromycin or whatever they are ref to in their studies).

 

[Yerberito]

Yeah, over for schizocels

 

[ItsOver4cel]

The potential malfunction of the human brain is scary.

 

[The Incel Decade]

Napoleon de Geso also has schizophrenia

I'm schizoid.

 

[LastGerman]

@LastGerman is my most common voice. He sounds like Stroheim. A lot of the voices are actually from old Lookism or r/Incels people. Zyros, Gambler, UglyOgreWhoWantsToBeAGirl, etc.

[/QUOTE]

Brutal voice pill.

 

[metabuxx]

That sounds brutal man.

 

[Emba]

B vitamins, Cure most mental illnesses...

Found in most green foods. You know, the kind most people don't eat.