Saying it was over before it began reliefs me

[thallium0000]

As it reminds me that it is out of my hands no matter what
I find a sense of joy knowing whatever i do it what over and its not my fault
Kinda medicinal

 

[Norwood Mentalcel]

i still havent gotten over it. my pain is constant and sharp.
but my problems involve more than looks (im coping)

thats one of the things i have insane difficulty accepting that it was out of my reach to do anything about it
i can live without sex but being lonely being treated like shit by everyone and ending up roping is just too much for my head

 

[ADHD_cel]

Life is just luck

 

[thallium0000]

i still havent gotten over it. my pain is constant and sharp.
but my problems involve more than looks (im coping)

Money issues
Job issues
I think i can cope better with money

 

[Norwood Mentalcel]

Money issues
Job issues
I think i can cope better with money

i couldnt get to the point of working or making money because of my appearance growing up and all the shit i got in school and at home
but yeah youre right
im afraid to even go out. im done with being treated like a subhuman (i am one)

 

[frmentalcel]

it wasnt over before it began for me and its all i think about 24/7

 

[WizardofSoda]

Ya being born a bottom of the barrel male genetically.. there is nothing you could have ever done to change your situation.

 

[WizardofSoda]

This is what not judging people is about. Its like I don't blame low IQ people for failing out in school. Some people they just never are going to get highschool algebra no matter how hard they try.

 

[AcidTrip]

ovER, it never began.

 

[Magicmirror]

everything they have. good looks, height, born to a wealthy family, high iq. they didnt earn it or work for it. they gained it by just existing and being lucky. but they will act like they're better than you and that they really did work for it. and look down upon those who were simply unlucky. it pisses me off

 

[thallium0000]

everything they have. good looks, height, born to a wealthy family, high iq. they didnt earn it or work for it. they gained it by just existing and being lucky. but they will act like they're better than you and that they really did work for it. and look down upon those who were simply unlucky. it pisses me off

Exactly its somehow my fault for being dumb ugly and broke