put your entire existence into trying to get attention from this one slut. Become nothing else but thinking about this one whore, and the next time you might be able to see her. Go hard in the gym, get new clothes. Get a higher paying job. Slave away at life. Use the image of this foid skank in your mind as lifefuel, keep on chugging along. WOOWOWOW, all this work has finally payed off for you. You were able to take blonde slut out for dinner! hahah, she laughed at something you said!! OMFG, this might be it! I might be able to get out!!
meanwhile she is being drilled by chad and tyrone, goes on dates all week long with people exactly like you, feeding small bits of fake affection to you incel orbiting cucks.