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You know even after all these years. Even after I've worked hard to suppress my emotions and not get worked up and live the blackpill lifestyle. It still makes me mad as hell when I see her with that ridiculous looking useless pretty boy goof. She pays all his fucking bills and he probably does fuck all around the house (and is so useless he is probably incapable) and she probably gives him sex multiple times a week while she wouldn't even let me put my arm around her and even if by some enormous fucking miracle I got a woman I'd be lucky to get given sex once a month while being cucked and just getting nagged and shouted out to do x, y and z all fucking day.
Knowing that she was with that goof and they were laughing at me is what finally blackpilled me and helped me to tame the severe emotional distress I was in a couple years ago but it still fucking makes me mad as hell.
I will try and chalk tonight up to a relapse and get back on the black pill wagon.
Emotions are cancer. I'm going to punch some walls and knock back my flask of Bushmills single malt and try to calm the fuck down.
Thank you for listening and reading brothers. You are true bros!
Knowing that she was with that goof and they were laughing at me is what finally blackpilled me and helped me to tame the severe emotional distress I was in a couple years ago but it still fucking makes me mad as hell.
I will try and chalk tonight up to a relapse and get back on the black pill wagon.
Emotions are cancer. I'm going to punch some walls and knock back my flask of Bushmills single malt and try to calm the fuck down.
Thank you for listening and reading brothers. You are true bros!