saved myself the embarrassment

[hindercel]

Water.

I was having my bike ride yesterday afternoon when I seen this MTB foid sitting on a bench. I found her cute and for some reason was feeling like I should talk to her but I just rode past.

I called up someone I know online to ask what to say because I was just going to ride back and talk to her. He told me to say “I saw you from far away and thought you were cute” that generic shit. I was going to do it.

I started riding back her direction but she had left the bench and started walking my direction which caused me to see her before I was ready to talk so I just didn’t do it. And now I thank god I didn’t. Every time I’ve had the courage to even try this ONLINE I get embarrassed and when I used to try irl years back I was always rejected. Not sure why I sometimes feel an urge to try.

I’ve been a truecel my entire life and I hate how my brain still makes me think I should try. My horrid genetics provided me the desire whilst lacking the ability to fulfill it.

 

[lnceI]

saved yourself jail time

 

[hindercel]

saved yourself jail time

Probably and it’s sad.

 

[lnceI]

Probably and it’s sad.

these moments are absolutely brutal because you know if you were taller and looked better you could be talking to her rn

 

[hindercel]

these moments are absolutely brutal because you know if you were taller and looked better you could be talking to her rn

I wouldn’t have even thought twice about it.

 

[Violet loner]

Maube you could've succeded

 

[hindercel]

Maube you could've succeded

No I couldn’t have I look like shit

 

[hindercel]

Maube you could've succeded

+ I’m not 6ft

 

[Violet loner]

No I couldn’t have I look like shit

Well, there is always a chance even if it's 5%

 

[hindercel]

No there’s not a chance because it’s zero. Also I knew someone named Violet who would always feed me cope like this telling me I look like Ramirez and shit when I’m black and high ltn at best

 

[wereq.feelsdevil]

saved yourself humiliation

 

[theunknownfellah]

i sometimes find myself thinking this way, but quickly remind myself its my delusion speaking because the answer will be always be no

 

[CosmicSerialKiller]

My horrid genetics provided me the desire whilst lacking the ability to fulfill it.

Our curse to bear.