I've been thinking of your comments for nearly 2 months. Even if you ignore this response, I would just want to let you know that I think that your replies were deeply hurtful and insensitive, to make implications and accusations without context. "Well, he should have known better." "It was fake because people who rope don't have anything, friends or family." "He deserves punishment."
I did do it. As in I did attempt suicide. I was escorted by the police when I failed. You don't believe that, then fine. I don't have anything. I don't have friends or family. I deleted every social media/forum presence (yet you alongsides other people implied that I was attention seeking/pulling a stunt). I don't have friends online or in real life. For my entire life, I was humiliated, treated like shit, exploited, and gaslit. Kind of like, what you're doing to me by making blatant accusations just like everyone else. Name one thing I have now. I acted too late. The videos were removed, but I'm still a global public humiliation. I'm still traumatized by everything which happened. I'm short, ugly, autistic, and alone in mostly everything. I would say that, despite our age differences, you probably have more than me despite how nonsensical that may sound. You don't have to hide when you go out in public. You're not a globally humiliated individual, you have at least somewhat of a normal existence experiencing some enjoyment, whilst everyday I question my worthless existence. The last thread I made was over a month ago. Why did you make the alt then? I don't know. You're not exactly thinking in a rational conscience when your life is destroyed before your very eyes in a very short timeframe.
You're probably not going to reply, but I'm just going to say your accusations were wrong and deeply hurtful and only added gasoline to my internal fire, and only made me more cynical and nihilistic. Your accusations were wrong, but I will have voluntary timeouts because I don't want to be active in a community that distrusts and accuses me, and my life's destruction was amplified via social media. I've only returned to request the threads I've made doxxing myself/referencing that situation to be removed, and I'll heavily refrain from being active.