This is what I worried about. People assuming negative intent. I would appreciate it if you replied to Todd with a screenshot or copy the text of what I said, because if people garner wrong assumptions, it could lead to serious consequences.
I posted it on my profile, I didn't tag anyone, I didn't post it in a thread. It was a quiet goodbye, because I genuinely was planning on roping.
I just couldn't follow through with the plan of jumping off the staircase, because as I was trying to climb over it, I had too much fear and adrenaline. I couldn't even put my foot over the railing because my heart was beating rapidly and I almost passed out.
I came on an alt only to monitor the context, because I could see from google that people thought I was dead, but I obviously want to know the full context before I just come back and explain what happened, which is why I was on the alt in the 1st place. I was going to wait and think so I could calmly explain what happened, but in a stressed state accidently logged into my main account.
I wouldn't be stupid to play around with something serious. I don't want people to assume I would do something extremely idiotic. I did attempt, I failed, I wanted to get context of the situation but messed up in doing that.
