IIRC, he said in his manifesto that his best days were in his early childhood
As for me, I wouldn't say I had a good childhood but those times were definitely better than now.
It sucks being an oldcel with nothing to live for. No family, no wife, no kids, no friends, nothing. Zero prospects of getting a girlfriend. I go to the casino just to drink, eat, and occasionally make small talk to the dealers, bartenders, or other degenerate gamblers, Thats pretty much it.