Last time i went to a job (2 years ago when we were homeless) it was the first time since 2013 i had to work and talk with people and getting out of the house (totally away from family) i was an awkward fucking mess. I had so much anxiety when i got home from work i would search up how to get social skills.
I’ve never been around people who weren’t arguing back and forth and being happy so it was weird to me when i got there and people who were conversating back in forth.
I eventually gained some confidence after i quit though (just for being out of the house and having some control and freedom) and realized my retarded mistakes. The problem was i wasnt talking to people and making the first step so it gave me all sorts of problems with listening and so on. I was just doing my job. Not working as a group.
Lost them again though due to being up in a house since then.
I was thinking i should talk to people before i go back into the workforce. Aint got a family to talk to. Gonna need to go back to school to get my GED so that should help.
(and fuck off IT, i have savings from working online)
I’ve never been around people who weren’t arguing back and forth and being happy so it was weird to me when i got there and people who were conversating back in forth.
I eventually gained some confidence after i quit though (just for being out of the house and having some control and freedom) and realized my retarded mistakes. The problem was i wasnt talking to people and making the first step so it gave me all sorts of problems with listening and so on. I was just doing my job. Not working as a group.
Lost them again though due to being up in a house since then.
I was thinking i should talk to people before i go back into the workforce. Aint got a family to talk to. Gonna need to go back to school to get my GED so that should help.
(and fuck off IT, i have savings from working online)
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