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IamJacksBrokenHeart
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So i just drove home after work , which was pretty stressfull
and i parked the car in front of my appartment .
I didnt get out , i just sat there with my head resting against the windshield ,
watching the rain and thinking .
And i started fantasizing and envisioned how it would feel if a girl would be sitting next to me ,
who loves me and share this moment with me .
She would hold my hand or rest her head against my shoulder and enjoy the silence with me .
We would be sitting in the cozy warmth of the car and just share this beautiful moment while the cold rain running down the windshield .
And then i felt tears running down my face , cause i realized how empty i am inside
, how much i missed out on , how starved i am for human affection .
Its the first time in like a year that i cried , NoFap is making me weirdly emotional .
I realized that i will never feel that way , never feel that easy teenage love .
All i will maybe get is some used up whore with bad character who cant shut up for even a minute .
Who will nag and annoy me and use me til i have nothing left to give .
And then she will divorce me .
I just want someone to defy convention for once .
and i parked the car in front of my appartment .
I didnt get out , i just sat there with my head resting against the windshield ,
watching the rain and thinking .
And i started fantasizing and envisioned how it would feel if a girl would be sitting next to me ,
who loves me and share this moment with me .
She would hold my hand or rest her head against my shoulder and enjoy the silence with me .
We would be sitting in the cozy warmth of the car and just share this beautiful moment while the cold rain running down the windshield .
And then i felt tears running down my face , cause i realized how empty i am inside
, how much i missed out on , how starved i am for human affection .
Its the first time in like a year that i cried , NoFap is making me weirdly emotional .
I realized that i will never feel that way , never feel that easy teenage love .
All i will maybe get is some used up whore with bad character who cant shut up for even a minute .
Who will nag and annoy me and use me til i have nothing left to give .
And then she will divorce me .
I just want someone to defy convention for once .