Rope or Rope :thinks:

[BlackLowLtn]

I want to give up so bad, just stop focusing so much on appealing to societal standards, forget my romantic struggles and just live.

Yet, I can't, I look on the other side and the only thing that seems to be the end of that path is death.

I can't imagine a life of contentment, some people are able to live their entire lives alone and relatively happy but I am not one of those people; I tried so badly, tried so hard to just distract myself from the woes of my situation but it just won't work out.

If you see it as something only a loser would think then just think of me that way. I am a loser unable to find purpose in life without others, and wish for one to become my purpose. A mentally unwell freak, someone too deranged to ever exist in a real relationship.

Not even the amount of pills I shove down my throat and therapy I mind-numbingly sit through has ever helped much, nothing did.

It's all for naught, I am simply just as depressed as I always been, I am just too lonely to care about any of these hobbies, "goals", meaning. I dragged my foot to where I am, but I realised I can't be asked about this stupid placement or degree when my life seems so bleak.

No family who'd be proud of my accomplishments and I could lovingly take care of, no irl friends to spill and share my mundane with, no lover I could blissfully think of and shower affectionately when the love gets too much.

Just a room, just me. Just a meaningless wall of text on some obscure forum.

 

[grimlockcel]

Okay rope then faggot

 

[grimlockcel]

Give soyciety another victory against us brwoo

 

[Dead End]

I'd rope if I had the willpower to do so, I think it's my only good option.

 

[all this time]

what about your connection with @Sewer Stomper ? you guys seem close, think about the value in that. not everyone has that. what would happen to him if you were to go? id recommend lsd but ik it can be hard to find nor should i rly be advocating for its usage since its a very volatile experience that can go beautifully or horrifically case by case.

tbh id recommend logging off all forums and jus the internet in general and really sit with yourself for a while with no distractions. everything you see hear and feel online and irl impacts how you perceive urself. try to make time to sit alone in a room 4 walls no input from anything in the night for hours and contemplate. i think youll find some sort of meaning with enough time like that. life is alwys going to be good and bad, rem that, in suffering if you can find some purpose in it, then its not so bad after all. its a lie to think anyone will be content or happy all the time or even a lot of the time, if that was the case, there would be nothing pushing you. insecurity is meant to push you to change, secure people dont feel the need to change. fear acts in the same way

jus my 2 cents take it how u will. take care man

 

[all this time]

Okay rope then faggot

stfu

 

[grimlockcel]

stfu

ignored tranime faggot

 

[all this time]

ignored tranime faggot

keep ignoring ppl 4 me

 

[BlackLowLtn]

Okay rope then faggot

I guess, eventually it'll lead to it if there's fuckall that continues to not work.

Fucking hate niggas on here with loving friends and families who talk as though the reason they can cope is because of their philosophical bullshit they spew. Holy shit, genuinely fucking die if you think that way, you sure must have been so strong willed to have been cuddled by your mother the entirety of some meaningless existence.

Dumb bullshit painting this as some "us vs them" you are a loser on a loser platform for losers, I don't give a shit about some militia beliefs you want to pull out your ass. It's all dumb cope over how lonely people are, you change absolutely nothing acting like some edge lord soldier dying on the frontlines.

 

[bruhwtf]

 

[BlackLowLtn]

Alright sorry emotions spike fast

 

[BlackLowLtn]

Nothing about these meds help with all these spirals I have

 

[all this time]

I guess, eventually it'll lead to it if there's fuckall that continues to not work.

Fucking hate niggas on here with loving friends and families who talk as though the reason they can cope is because of their philosophical bullshit they spew. Holy shit, genuinely fucking die if you think that way, you sure must have been so strong willed to have been cuddled by your mother the entirety of some meaningless existence.

Dumb bullshit painting this as some "us vs them" you are a loser on a loser platform for losers, I don't give a shit about some militia beliefs you want to pull out your ass. It's all dumb cope over how lonely people are, you change absolutely nothing acting like some edge lord soldier dying on the frontlines.

when you get close to death i think youll feel the most alive, if you survive afterwards. changes everything and how u move going forward

 

[FuckYou]

just stop focusing so much on appealing to societal standards, forget my romantic struggles and just live.

I've tried telling others here to be like this but some just have a mind block. Guess that's just how I am.

I can't imagine a life of contentment, some people are able to live their entire lives alone and relatively happy but I am not one of those people; I tried so badly, tried so hard to just distract myself from the woes of my situation but it just won't work out.

The trick isn't to try to be happy, just comfortable and not constantly miserable.

 

[grimlockcel]

I guess, eventually it'll lead to it if there's fuckall that continues to not work.

Fucking hate niggas on here with loving friends and families who talk as though the reason they can cope is because of their philosophical bullshit they spew. Holy shit, genuinely fucking die if you think that way, you sure must have been so strong willed to have been cuddled by your mother the entirety of some meaningless existence.

Dumb bullshit painting this as some "us vs them" you are a loser on a loser platform for losers, I don't give a shit about some militia beliefs you want to pull out your ass. It's all dumb cope over how lonely people are, you change absolutely nothing acting like some edge lord soldier dying on the frontlines.

I have zero friends and my family is the opposite of what you described, you are just a retard who whines about this shit with no solution, even if a user here gave you a way to get out you would respond with the same response every ither nihilistic doomer gives “nah bro I cant do that”.

So whats even the point of you making these posts? If you are gonna rope just do it nigga, have fun in hell and letting all the normies around you celebrate your death nigga

 

[Ambatukam Alone]

Do you exercise at all or have some type of physical job/hobby?

 

[BlackLowLtn]

what about your connection with @Sewer Stomper ? you guys seem close, think about the value in that. not everyone has that. what would happen to him if you were to go? id recommend lsd but ik it can be hard to find nor should i rly be advocating for its usage since its a very volatile experience that can go beautifully or horrifically case by case.

tbh id recommend logging off all forums and jus the internet in general and really sit with yourself for a while with no distractions. everything you see hear and feel online and irl impacts how you perceive urself. try to make time to sit alone in a room 4 walls no input from anything in the night for hours and contemplate. i think youll find some sort of meaning with enough time like that. life is alwys going to be good and bad, rem that, in suffering if you can find some purpose in it, then its not so bad after all. its a lie to think anyone will be content or happy all the time or even a lot of the time, if that was the case, there would be nothing pushing you. insecurity is meant to push you to change, secure people dont feel the need to change. fear acts in the same way

jus my 2 cents take it how u will. take care man

I might genuinely just do a hiatus that's probably just best for me right now, it's only getting worse the more time I spend on here just making my mental health worse and worse. I am close to sewer stomper but i don't trust well enough to know whether it is some genuine friendship or more onesided i can never tell with stuff like this

 

[FuckYou]

Nothing about these meds help with all these spirals I have

No to jewpills.

 

[all this time]

I might genuinely just do a hiatus that's probably just best for me right now, it's only getting worse the more time I spend on here just making my mental health worse and worse. I am close to sewer stomper but i don't trust well enough to know whether it is some genuine friendship or more onesided i can never tell with stuff like this

it is, i always gotta take a few breaks every couple months from this stuff or else u jus become even more loony in the brain lol

thats how i feel too with any online friendship, always feels like im the one pouring myself out leaving myself vulnerable n shit while others jus listen, or sometimes use it against you.

 

[literallyretarded]

Okay rope then faggot

kys your the only faggot here

 

[BlackLowLtn]

Do you exercise at all or have some type of physical job/hobby?

I been working out for years, switched from barbell to machine/cable work alongside calisthenics but it only helps numb it out in the moment. I work but it is a placement office work, not a physical job.

I have hobbies, or had, I used to play guitar; I tried rock-climbing for a while. I tried judo but I was horrible at that, I still go on long walks even if it is less occasionally now.
When I was still doing A-level Art I would love to draw, I was an grade 8 student in that since secondary but I dropped drawing entirely for years now.
I can't get into the fandoms I used to be so autistically obsessed over when I was little anymore like roleplaying and stuff, and I haven't found anything that could spark that interest as well.

I used to play football before I started the gym but I stopped caring about it entirely, and never liked other sports no matter how I tried it. I am not sure on what to do anymore

 

[BlackLowLtn]

I have zero friends and my family is the opposite of what you described, you are just a retard who whines about this shit with no solution, even if a user here gave you a way to get out you would respond with the same response every ither nihilistic doomer gives “nah bro I cant do that”.

So whats even the point of you making these posts? If you are gonna rope just do it nigga, have fun in hell and letting all the normies around you celebrate your death nigga

Give me a solution

 

[BlackLowLtn]

or smth

 

[BlackLowLtn]

Do you exercise at all or have some type of physical job/hobby?

Is there anything specific you'd recommend?

 

[Ambatukam Alone]

I tried judo but I was horrible at that

Virtually everyone sucks at grappling first 6-12 months I believe it's said. So I assume you got diagnosed with depression and got meds for it. I was as well. Look, sometimes things just suck but if you can become okay with that (like the chudjak meme) you'll be standing steady on that ground and some sort of climb could then start to get planned. Sorry about the complete idiot attacking you on here, btw.

 

[BlackLowLtn]

That helped you

 

[literallyretarded]

I want to give up so bad, just stop focusing so much on appealing to societal standards, forget my romantic struggles and just live.

Yet, I can't, I look on the other side and the only thing that seems to be the end of that path is death.

I can't imagine a life of contentment, some people are able to live their entire lives alone and relatively happy but I am not one of those people; I tried so badly, tried so hard to just distract myself from the woes of my situation but it just won't work out.

If you see it as something only a loser would think then just think of me that way. I am a loser unable to find purpose in life without others, and wish for one to become my purpose. A mentally unwell freak, someone too deranged to ever exist in a real relationship.

Not even the amount of pills I shove down my throat and therapy I mind-numbingly sit through has ever helped much, nothing did.

It's all for naught, I am simply just as depressed as I always been, I am just too lonely to care about any of these hobbies, "goals", meaning. I dragged my foot to where I am, but I realised I can't be asked about this stupid placement or degree when my life seems so bleak.

No family who'd be proud of my accomplishments and I could lovingly take care of, no irl friends to spill and share my mundane with, no lover I could blissfully think of and shower affectionately when the love gets too much.

Just a room, just me. Just a meaningless wall of text on some obscure forum.

damn man i dont really know what to say i was having these same very thoughts like 20 minutes ago lol your right the only end on this path is death but you still shouldn't rope always save it until the end where all your copes fail you i wish i could say something that would help you mang but im in the same situiation its either cope or rope in the end mang but i always try to focus on the little things to help me from roping even something as small as wanting to see the new season of a show ect fr tho dont rope now mang i would be sad.

 

[GloomyGhoul]

No cope and no hope, might as well rope

 

[BlackLowLtn]

Virtually everyone sucks at grappling first 6-12 months I believe it's said. So I assume you got diagnosed with depression and got meds for it. I was as well. Look, sometimes things just suck but if you can become okay with that (like the chudjak meme) you'll be standing steady on that ground and some sort of climb could then start to get planned. Sorry about the complete idiot attacking you on here, btw.

I can try judo again since I can still afford lessons, I did stop doing it pretty early in when I was utterly frustrated on how horrible I am at it and yes, they are looking to potentially rediagnose me but currently they put me under this mixed condition:

 

[grimlockcel]

Give me a solution

To start you mentioned taking medication and going to therapy, that needs to stop and I am shocked you even did that garbage to begin with, secondly you must learn to stop caring about what others think, it takes lots of mental training but I have accomplished it to the best of my ability and it greatly helped me.

As for copes and hobbies you claim they dont help you, I can only recommend finding more hobbies and copes, its normal to get bored of doing the same stuff over and over again, for example I enjoy playing dragon ball sparking zero (a video game) But I get bored of it after playing for a while, so I take a break from it and swap it with something else, I got into collecting stuff like LEGO and bought a display case, it brought me joy in a time of boredom.

I would need to know more about your situation like if you are in a third world country or not but if possible move to a new area, a better one away from your family and enemies, save up as much cash as you can and make the most of what little you have, I know this all works because I applied and lives through everything I am advising you to do, will it all 100% work in your situation? Most likely not but I believe it can improve most metrics of your life.

You must also realize women are an evil species, you need to stop wanting love from them, view them as the objects they are and get a sex doll or pocket pussy, sex toys and escorts are notorious for being the best copes/options for incels, I had a pocket pussy and it was great for me.

If you want a replacement for therapy just talk to us, make videos and find “friends” on here if possible, its better to get real help than to just say “yeah ima kill myself”.

It makes me angry when niggers are doomers here so thats why I semi insulted you but you shouldnt care about something like that as I told you to not care about what others think.

If you fail at anything I recommended you to do its fine because I did to, its IMPOSSIBLE to objectively 100% do everything absolutely perfectly but thats no reason to drop it all and give up, the fact you are still living proves this whether you realize it or not, you are expecting it to get better most likely and it can, if there is any chance you can raise your happiness and lifefuel meter its worth it.

 

[BlackLowLtn]

I have zero friends and my family is the opposite of what you described, you are just a retard who whines about this shit with no solution, even if a user here gave you a way to get out you would respond with the same response every ither nihilistic doomer gives “nah bro I cant do that”.

So whats even the point of you making these posts? If you are gonna rope just do it nigga, have fun in hell and letting all the normies around you celebrate your death nigga

Writing them out helps with the cope atleast, do you want me to just aim that hatred towards the world instead? I see no point, it doesn't help and I won't be genuine

 

[grimlockcel]

Writing them out helps with the cope atleast, do you want me to just aim that hatred towards the world instead? I see no point, it doesn't help and I won't be genuine

As I advised you to do, reassure yourself of the evil of this world and train your mind to accept that these people are evil and have done you wrong, you will adapt to the situation.

 

[grimlockcel]

Writing them out helps with the cope atleast, do you want me to just aim that hatred towards the world instead? I see no point, it doesn't help and I won't be genuine

Really read what the people here have gone through, the bullying, the disgusted looks they get, the abuse they go through, nobody is gonna save us, we must adapt to it all and get away from soyciety as best as we can to maximize our fulfillment and happiness

 

[grimlockcel]

This isnt redpilled advice its whitepilled and I am not some military stoic disciplined ass nigga, its just the only option/best option we have

 

[St3v3Cel]

I used to play guitar

When I was still doing A-level Art I would love to draw, I was an grade 8 student in that since secondary but I dropped drawing entirely for years now.

Creative hobbies and interests are some of the best hobbies. Making a song, a drawing or writing a story for example. There is an infinite amount of things to learn about these things. Everyday life is so mundane that eventually days, weeks, months and years stop meaning what they once did. Creating something lets you go beyond mundane everyday life to do something important. Something that took time and effort to do. Something that is actually worth something, unlike the meaningless hell that is day to day life.

 

[BlackLowLtn]

To start you mentioned taking medication and going to therapy, that needs to stop and I am shocked you even did that garbage to begin with, secondly you must learn to stop caring about what others think, it takes lots of mental training but I have accomplished it to the best of my ability and it greatly helped me.

How do I stop caring? Maybe I will just stop bothering, it doesn't help anyways but I struggle to stop caring, thinking about how badly I want just to fit in to somewhere irl makes me to depressed to think about.

Should I do meditation again during the hiatus? I genuinely want to stop caring so badly

As for copes and hobbies you claim they dont help you, I can only recommend finding more hobbies and copes, its normal to get bored of doing the same stuff over and over again, for example I enjoy playing dragon ball sparking zero (a video game) But I get bored of it after playing for a while, so I take a break from it and swap it with something else, I got into collecting stuff like LEGO and bought a display case, it brought me joy in a time of boredom.

Alright, it isn't as though I tried absolutely everything there is in the world; I'll try more stuff, maybe ask AI for some examples I haven't yet gone through and old hobbies when I was a kid again.
I do admit one thing does help distract me outside of gym, which is Buriedbornes, so I'll comfort myself with that from the meantime.

I would need to know more about your situation like if you are in a third world country or not but if possible move to a new area, a better one away from your family and enemies, save up as much cash as you can and make the most of what little you have, I know this all works because I applied and lives through everything I am advising you to do, will it all 100% work in your situation? Most likely not but I believe it can improve most metrics of your life.

I spent most of my life basically homeless on council housing with my abusive mother but now I am in a better situation, as I live in my dorm. I lived in a more ghetto part of the UK but I'll try to save to move out somewhere. I struggle to keep motivation but if I go through this placement well enough I might be able to hold a more permanent role in the company after university graduation.

You must also realize women are an evil species, you need to stop wanting love from them, view them as the objects they are and get a sex doll or pocket pussy, sex toys and escorts are notorious for being the best copes/options for incels, I had a pocket pussy and it was great for me.

I have low libido which i believe has something to do with my depression, I don't care much about sex and the negative mental toll from masturbation for me outweighs the slight dopamine I receive. Only reason I so desperately circle around love is because I just want someone who'd genuinely want me around and let me give them the love I always wanted to give someone

If you want a replacement for therapy just talk to us, make videos and find “friends” on here if possible, its better to get real help than to just say “yeah ima kill myself”.

Well these posts I occasionally make were supposed to act as some replacement, I don't usually make a post this nihilistic I think, it is just that today I was feeling particularly suicidal and it was too focused on the love aspect for me to go on Sanctioned-Suicide.net about it.

It makes me angry when niggers are doomers here so thats why I semi insulted you but you shouldnt care about something like that as I told you to not care about what others think.

Alright that's okay, I am sorry for being more emotional in my response; I have been acting really volatile like some idiot recently and lashed that out against you when I should've just known from this kind of forum that this post isn't really as appropriate to post.

If you fail at anything I recommended you to do its fine because I did to, its IMPOSSIBLE to objectively 100% do everything absolutely perfectly but thats no reason to drop it all and give up, the fact you are still living proves this whether you realize it or not, you are expecting it to get better most likely and it can, if there is any chance you can raise your happiness and lifefuel meter its worth it.

alright i get it, maybe I am expecting for something to change. I constantly seem to hold on some glimmer of hope, that's the only real explanation why I spent so much money on "self-improvement" bullshit no matter how much I tell myself otherwise. Its just the disappointment getting to me over and over again from all angles I taken so far to try to improve, but if there genuinely is something that I can finally find to change myself then I will try to grab onto that no matter what.
Thanks bud

 

[grimlockcel]

How do I stop caring? Maybe I will just stop bothering, it doesn't help anyways but I struggle to stop caring, thinking about how badly I want just to fit in to somewhere irl makes me to depressed to think about.

Should I do meditation again during the hiatus? I genuinely want to stop caring so badly

Alright, it isn't as though I tried absolutely everything there is in the world; I'll try more stuff, maybe ask AI for some examples I haven't yet gone through and old hobbies when I was a kid again.
I do admit one thing does help distract me outside of gym, which is Buriedbornes, so I'll comfort myself with that from the meantime.

I spent most of my life basically homeless on council housing with my abusive mother but now I am in a better situation, as I live in my dorm. I lived in a more ghetto part of the UK but I'll try to save to move out somewhere. I struggle to keep motivation but if I go through this placement well enough I might be able to hold a more permanent role in the company after university graduation.


I have low libido which i believe has something to do with my depression, I don't care much about sex and the negative mental toll from masturbation for me outweighs the slight dopamine I receive. Only reason I so desperately circle around love is because I just want someone who'd genuinely want me around and let me give them the love I always wanted to give someone

Well these posts I occasionally make were supposed to act as some replacement, I don't usually make a post this nihilistic I think, it is just that today I was feeling particularly suicidal and it was too focused on the love aspect for me to go on Sanctioned-Suicide.net about it.

Alright that's okay, I am sorry for being more emotional in my response; I have been acting really volatile like some idiot recently and lashed that out against you when I should've just known from this kind of forum that this post isn't really as appropriate to post.

alright i get it, maybe I am expecting for something to change. I constantly seem to hold on some glimmer of hope, that's the only real explanation why I spent so much money on "self-improvement" bullshit no matter how much I tell myself otherwise. Its just the disappointment getting to me over and over again from all angles I taken so far to try to improve, but if there genuinely is something that I can finally find to change myself then I will try to grab onto that no matter what.
Thanks bud

I dont think any meds are good to do, maybe ashwaganda or something idk, and one more piece of advice, you need to flow with nature kinda, a lot of this stuff might just randomly click in your head, its a balance so you cant overly force anything if you understand what I am trying to say.

 

[grimlockcel]

And also at the end of they day, nothing ever happens and everything is gonna be alright, be grateful for the little things you have, afterall you could be a bluepilled cuck redditor or a faggot ass simp.

 

[St3v3Cel]

Only reason I so desperately circle around love is because I just want someone who'd genuinely want me around and let me give them the love I always wanted to give someone

Take the lovepill. Love is not real. Love can never be real. The limitations in communication and capacity for humans to understand each other is far too great. The more you come to understand how people actually are the less longing for love you will feel. When you imagine loving someone that person is a complete fantasy, it is nowhere near what an actual person is like. The human mind is a fucking cuckoo's nest and eventually you will come to be grateful that you will never be able to fully understand let alone love another person. You will actually start doing the exact opposite, as in trying to stay as far away from other people as possible.

You have been here for well over a year. How is it that you still do not understand what the real nature of humans, and especially women in particular is like?

Let go of this fantasy, this mental illness that is bringing you suffering. Love is not meaningful, real or desirable. Read this thread, it will make you understand that there is NOTHING (NOTHING!!!) to love about women:

Females are Psychopaths – A Socio-Historic Review

In Honor of @To_Live_is_to_Serve Rest in Peace Females are Psychopaths – A Socio-Historic Review While this victim of the Jesuits was being executed, I was several times obliged to turn away my face and to stop my ears as I heard his piercing shrieks, half of his body having been torn from...

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Women are fucking demons. The absolute worst people on this planet.