Excuse me. I lost all my social connection when I got taken out of school and homeschooled over sibling slapping a kid from bullying and the principal said he was expelled but my cunt mother wasn't haven't it so she went up to the principals office and argued. So she and him weren't allowed back on the premicises. My sisters and family wouldn't take me to school and mother was too low IQ and scared to drop me off a street over.
OK that's #1
2. I was the only ethnic in my white white family. I was ostrasized, ignored, not associated with much and treated like a non human. That made me reclusive.
OK
3. I was on welfare.
I always had brilliant ideas growing up for YouTube and social media I could've been bigger than Logan Paul or Mr beast but since I was on welfare till I was 18, I couldn't work or make money online (I did make some money on the side though cutting grass/cleaning house/raking leaves/picking fruit. But most of that went towards to bills.
OK
4. The breaking dick incident. I jerked off too hard one day in 2016 and it stopped my brain sending signals to get horny. I further developed erectile dysfunction which made me lose my sex drive and become even more reclusive (why associate with people without the goal of getting sex)
OK
5. Broke. We were always broke moving house to house every 6 months (moving to a storage building, out of the storage building to a new house) couldn't do much past childhood. Just sat at home all day, maybe gone to the laundry mat or out to eat every now and then. Family never invited me to anything.
6. Add all that, social isolation, no control, bullying and ostrasyzing.
That's why I don't have "FEMALE FRIENDS"
Once I do move out though I'm gonna try getting into social circles and repairing what I can that's been taken from me from my family. Its their fault I'm an Incel.
OK that's #1
2. I was the only ethnic in my white white family. I was ostrasized, ignored, not associated with much and treated like a non human. That made me reclusive.
OK
3. I was on welfare.
I always had brilliant ideas growing up for YouTube and social media I could've been bigger than Logan Paul or Mr beast but since I was on welfare till I was 18, I couldn't work or make money online (I did make some money on the side though cutting grass/cleaning house/raking leaves/picking fruit. But most of that went towards to bills.
OK
4. The breaking dick incident. I jerked off too hard one day in 2016 and it stopped my brain sending signals to get horny. I further developed erectile dysfunction which made me lose my sex drive and become even more reclusive (why associate with people without the goal of getting sex)
OK
5. Broke. We were always broke moving house to house every 6 months (moving to a storage building, out of the storage building to a new house) couldn't do much past childhood. Just sat at home all day, maybe gone to the laundry mat or out to eat every now and then. Family never invited me to anything.
6. Add all that, social isolation, no control, bullying and ostrasyzing.
That's why I don't have "FEMALE FRIENDS"
Once I do move out though I'm gonna try getting into social circles and repairing what I can that's been taken from me from my family. Its their fault I'm an Incel.
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