SaintSmerdyakov
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I’m mad as hell nigga, I’m sure you guys can relate to some of this, back in the 90s my parents met (my dad who was abused by his father and was raped by some oldfaggot and was a manlet all throughout high school until like 22, all his marriages ended in divorce and is likely a sociopath and did all types of dark triad stuff in his 20s and then met my mom at 30 and she was 20 and they had me and my sister, my mom was surgery frauded and hid her Jewish nose and phenotype, literally had blue contacts and hid her ethnicity from my dad for years) and they had us and I got my moms terrible recessed bones and bug eyes and her cousin was autistic and she probably was too, whatever it was it ended in abomination, I genuinely was never meant to be conceived. My sister was a ltb a was bullied by other foids but now owns houses and married up, it’s brutal she life mogs me and is giga narcissistic. My father is weepy as hell he genuinely got cucked by my mom who ended up divorcing him and married to rich guy and I have none of the wealth. So I just neet with my pathetic dad who feed me seed sludge and who was an alcoholic who tried to kill himself (AND FAILED) so that’s my parents but as for me I was homeschooled until first grade and didnt fit in, I had two ethnic friends and they were all probably ND, I was bullied in middle school for being short and skinny (malnourished) my mom put us on a vegan diet for many years. But it stopped once I retaliated and stabbed one of them and he befriended me for it afterwards, maybe something like Gilgamesh I suppose. So it was fine for a while then I transferred schools to this rich preppy place in California and I was genuinely so alone and just sat behind sheds and shit, and I got so pissed off I started trolling the normies and got suspended, I later stopped going entirely. Dropped out, my mother sent me to a psych ward and had the money to pay for me to be in it for 7 months, when I got out I was homeless and now I’m just moved in with my loser father, and he buys me alcohol and copes so that’s decent. I never leave the house I’m so fucking recessed. I hate seeing my frauded mom who tells me to get a job and get friends when she’s almost solely responsible for my looks, my dad mogs me too I got all my mothers facial traits and none of the good ones, I just fuxkin hate this life and this world, and its even worse I live in a college town in California where everyone is just so fucking happy to be alive and look at you like a monster if you aren’t





